Vedar-Gal Tiekals Somdus Azerate!

Back and commissioned, but

2009-06-21T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hi earthlings, sounds like this blog is dead for quite sometime. Well, i should say this is not a reviving session because i do not know when i will be free again. As you all can see, i've commissioned on the 13th June. This is one day that i look forward to but not for the pride nor the rank. I couldn't explain much of my feeling as i tossed the cap when announced as the commissioned officer. Whether it is sad, happy, or troubled. Because commissioning is not what i wanted.

Many. Many of those who are fond to get into OCS but doesn't have the chance. But why me? i could either do good in anything that i'm tasked with. Now i'm going to lead men under my charge to missions. I shall say that i'm not ready or perhaps i'm even suitable for this.

Officer, Studies, Privileges in my life. Those are things that i dislike and just happened to came past me so sudden. Yes, you people might be thinking i'm blessed for this shit, but isn't life just too plain, so going through the motion? Life, isn't it to achieve somethings you like and get it eventually? Not as if i'm greedy or what but come on, Throughout this life, getting something that you dislike is more suffering and pain.

I too privilegely blessed with things like that. I guess i'm just someone going through motion like just any one of you guys. Yes, it's fulfilling, but have you ever just think of what makes you happy in your life?

Thanks people! =)

2009-05-24T03:23:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all those who are able to celebrate my 22nd birthday throughout these days. Be it in camp, outside of camp or even smses, it has been all these that makes me feel so happy for this year's birthday.

Thanks to the people who celebrated my birthday even though it is a belated one. All the planning and time that you guys chip in to make this surprise a nice one. Throughout my birthdays that i had for 22 years, this year was really my unpredicted one i should say. Sorry if i'm quite stun or speechless all of a sudden, maybe it's because i'm still in a tiring mode. Nonetheless, it was a good one. Thanks Sze Sze, Hui Xin, Fabian, Wei Quan, Azmil, Zhi Fan, Leon, Kian Wee, VK, Serene, Sir Kiat, Jie Wen, Ashtorie, and more. Your gift for me is priceless.

How i hope i can go back in time, just to go through the motion again without thinking so much as what i'm now. Being bothered? Troubled? Stressed? It is still too complicated for me to understand now. 22 years, now i felt that i'm thinking a lot for what i will be in the future. Did army really play a part in nurturing one so that what the one did before army was taken for granted? Just not in the mood for days like this but somehow i thanks all my friends for tahaning this nonsense.

Yes, i'm avoiding things in my life when i entered into army. Somethings just tells me that i shouldnt be not avoiding these things. Maybe i'm wrong? But nobody is not wrong in their life.

To sum up, this few words explains all:
- Thankful
- Troubled
- Avoiding

Well, bad thoughts aside. 3 more weeks to commission. I shall say i wasn't that much prepared but i can't do anything about it though. Got my CSB, Marksman, IPPT gold. Achieving the things in my army life as part of a speedy motion to end this life. What should i be thinking out of this three weeks that i have now?

Lastly, Thanks people, for making my life sailing as smoothly as it is now. =)

Bye people

2009-04-07T19:58:00.001+08:00

Yup, Going to Taiwan for training. Shall not elaborate further. Just hope i can come back in one piece. Fucking Sianz.

Emo
Emo
Emo Fuck

The 48 hours of weekend

2009-03-21T00:18:00.002+08:00

Back from these few tiring week. More to go but one major one coming soon. 2 more weeks to Taiwan trip! 21 days... whats more can i say? Time flew fast. Pass one day, wake up another, and found that actually it's time for us to countdown our days in OCS. 26 weeks had passed in a blink of an eye, 13 more weeks to go. Things that i have been through which i could not believe myself that i could actually achieve it. Such as:
-CSB
-Endurance runs (10km)
-Lots of exercises
-IPPT gold
-39 weeks
-and many more
Well, although i had achieved them, i still have a long way to go thought. I hope that i could commission somehow or rather because i think i have gone this far already. Lots of shit, lots of brain fucking, and definitely more stress. The only thing that could have been more is sleeping.

Haiz.

13 more weeks loh!
'R U READY?!'

A Quick One

2009-03-01T18:13:00.002+08:00

IPPT Gold - Checked!
SOC - Checked!
16km rm w 15kg load - Checked!
24km rm w 20kg load - Checked!
10km Run - Checked!

Still to go:
32km rm w normal load
72km rm w 25kg load
ATP

So fast, it's another month. I hope it will be even faster.

Another week has passed...

2009-01-31T17:15:00.002+08:00

Effectively from 1feb, it is going to be 20 weeks to commission. So near but yet so far, but well, just only go to bear with it. So this week, CNY, then book in straight from cousin house. SOC and ET run. Was quite happy for the fact that i can run 6km without stopping(instead of finding motivation to run which my instructor says, i saw the oil price increases while running near Shell station... LOL). Hmmm, SOC with all damn load which i clock 9min55sec. i'm sure i can pass the next time round. YEAH!

Ok! going for Li Matthew's birthday party already! haha.. will be back home around? haha.. Holiday, seems to me you are not enough for me...

Hails

Unearthly moment to post

2009-01-25T19:58:00.002+08:00

Hi people. Has been a long time since i have post anything le. Everything is fine so far. However kind of demoralize because of the changes happening in Signals. Thought it was going to be easy for me but well, there is still a lot of a toughness being an officer-to-be still. Hmm.. Right now i'm like stuck with 30 radio net diagram yet to draw. Average for one diagram is about 1 hour or more. Yes, 30hours. Damn stupid way of memorising. Make my finger full of blisters and aches. Hmmm... ya.. something bad happen this week which is my IPPT, here's the result:

Pull-ups = 14
Sit-ups = 42
Standing Board Jump = 272cm
Shuttle Run = 8.7sec
2.4km = 9min 15sec

Bad? BECUZ IT FUCKING VOIDED! Can't really blame that guy but VOIDED STILL!! FUCK!! which means i have to retake again and so do the other 65 of them. Damn.. sipei suay..

Anyways, apart from army daze, Wishes all a happy and wonderful new year and yeah! 20 june! i'm coming....

HAILS!

Long Post, CAUTION!

2008-12-31T02:27:00.003+08:00

Part 1 - Speed Through Skill, SIGNALS!

Yup, changed from SAFTI MI to Stagmont Camp already. This is just the vocation i wanted and hope that i never regretted what i've chosen. First day there was rather a slack one. Heard from them that we are booking out every friday night! WOOHOO!! The first pleasing start of going to signals. keke... Well, although i'm splitted to the other bunks where i dunno most of them there, but who cares right? As long as i am in signal it is ok liao.. haha..

Other people also got their vocation. Like leon who is going to Combat Engineer, Simon(my buddy in BMT) is going to Armour Infantry. Fabian going for his CQMS-to-be and Wei Quan still in his MP doing what Rader? hmmm.. dunno how to spell... haha...

So much of military life and after slacking a long extended week and i finally remembered i have left 2 more days to play and there goes to brunei i go.. Fucked.. damn sianz sia... just plain knowing you are going oversea with military means equals to fuck up... Haiz... dunno whether can survive the whole shit of this Brunei trip aka Ex Lancer... ARGH!!! that's something that makes me moody these days.. sianz...

Part 2 (One Week Break)
Thanks to a lot of people, my extended one week holiday is such a meaningful one till i dun wanna go back to military life again... Sad to say that i'm still so tired of doing anything related to military contacts. Hmm... So these days, i went to shop, went to bar, went to do a lot of things that i can't remember anymore... woohoo! way to go man..

2009, a whole new start of the year... new start of the month and somebody is going to hit 22 years old already... haha... old hag.. LOL!! 17 Jan, it seems to be the next big thing/gathering. Can't wait for that day to come which means i'm back from brunei already.. keke.. settled the present already and hope she dun open it until her birthday! haha.. if not karma sia.. =X

New year eve, a good end of the year and the new start of the upcoming year... but still, activities are still not coming up to end this year.. hope can still celebrate it memoriably...

Part 3 (Final)
Resolution for this upcoming year.. Yeah..
1. Stop unhealthy lifestyles.
2. Start saving money.
3. Tahan until i commission.
4. Get Serious.

No photos no nothing, Cuz i'm going to sleep..LOL! ZHAO! HAILS everyone.

KISS (Keeping It Short & Sweet)

2008-12-21T18:15:00.002+08:00

OK!

Done-ed Checklist:
- Ex Scorpion King
- Ex Cougar
- Ex Rhino
- Ex Skylark and Ex Nightbird

Waiting for my posting to various vocation:
- Infantry
- Combat Engineer
- Armour
- Logistic
- Signal

How i hope we can choose what we like. Hope that i will be in the Logistic and Signal. Praying hard... Please give my Logistic or Signal ok? 3 more days in ending my Service term in OCS which means i'm going towards senior 3 white bar! More responsbility and shit. Well, what to do? Social night was a hit! Domination! haha.. whatever.. Update with more photos in the future.

Gift exchange programme was cool! Hope we can do it every year with the same people! You guys are cool! =D

I WILL SURVIVE HARD FOR THIS 3 DAYS! SEE YA!

So far, so good?

2008-11-29T08:48:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings. Back from the green days in SAFTI MI. This week wasn't that bad until Friday which i did my so-called navigation in the day and night, and hell it was tiring. So, done which my 10 days field camp and other things, now awaiting for another big event to happen which is the Ex Scorpion King. Basically if i say the description of what is going to happen in this exercise, you will be pitying me. Ok, lets not talk about that. Life in SAFTI MI is great so far without staying in the jungle. Busy, Fed-up and ever politics starts to come about.

So tiring, how much further can i endure? One more month to senior rank presentation which means I'm so called 3 white bar-ed or corporal rank already by then if nothing goes wrong. How i hope the friends of mine can cross over to my Wing in OCS to join me. Properly thinking other than army issues, whats more can i say? Yup, whats more can i say? Life stuck with only army when you are in the army.

I need to enjoy this few weeks of privileges and soon i shall be serving the 3 extra issued to me. Damn, it was a long story but it happen just a short matter of time. So yup, whatever. This may sounds like i'm dying, but i'm not dead though. few more months to go! Hails and Cheers Dudes!

Back from the 10 days worth of hell! What's next?

2008-11-15T15:34:00.002+08:00

OK! I managed to survive for this 10 days field camp. Or should i say barely there, because i fainted on the 4th day of the field camp due to physical exhaustion. Stupid retest of IPPT make me chiong for the gold. But eventually, I GOT A GOLD FOR IPPT! YEAH! Never in my life i had break the 10min barrier and went to a never-make-before record of 2.4km timing of 9min30sec. Which means i got $200 coming in soon!

These days in field camp makes me think a lot of my family, my friends and my freedom. Basically, they are the 3Fs that i missed so much during the field camp. Although it doesn't seems like forever i'm not going to see them, it's just that for the moment you felt so tired, restless and helpless, they are the ones that drive you to another level of egoistic. 5 days making through the camp, a letter came to everybody's hand. Some cry and some just kept their tears to themselves. The letter which their parents wrote to them.

But still, not enough time for a lot of things these days, let alone free time for body management. Hope that i can be having more time with the other people.

Till the next time people!

10 Days field camp ahead

2008-11-02T15:58:00.002+08:00

Summary:
1) I'm going back to Tekong for 10 days field camp.
2) Which means to say i will not be back next weekend.
3) Got no time to enjoy.

So far so good. But feeling very sianz just to know how many days the field camp is. Somehow, i wanna post something for today. I will like to thank my family for helping out in every ways that you all can help me. Every single one of them.

Well, not much to say. 10 days... am i ready for it?

Second Book Out!

2008-10-18T17:00:00.002+08:00

Yup, booked out today at around 1515. This sounds like any normal day but luckily is because i passed my GPMG theory test that's why i got to go home at this timing. For those who are stuck in SAFTI MI, all the best in your GPMG test! =D

Did tonnes of things these couple of weeks. Endurance Run(6km), Speed training, Route marches, and so much so much more. Quite an easy week though but keep finger cross! Any single shit mistake will attribute yourself to a one night stay in SAFTI MI.

Some days i feel so restless, some days i feel so motivated. But how much i can persevere any longer? I hope i can last till the end with all my new friends from ALPHA and most importantly with my best buddy in work and best buddy in BMT! You guys know who you are! As long as you all are there opposite me, i will never give up! (i hope so..)

Hmmm... OK! My day-off is not long! So i shall update next week. Oh ya. I'm booking out on either the sunday night or monday next week. Damn. It's gonna be a long week ahead. But well, suck it up.

I miss my friends, my family, my BMT friends. I miss home...

Perseverance? How long more can I do that?

2008-09-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

Judging from the title, it's just pretty simple. Yes i'm posted to OCS which to some people, was an honorable things in my life. But no. Yet to gone through 9 months so yet to consider even honorable. To most people who are my army friends were have know that i was posted to ALPHA Wing Platoon 3. Sounds cool to be in the first alphabetical letter but do you know how stress that could be? Being pressure and pushed to a limit. Gotten unreasonable shit from all points of reason. Complaining here and there isn't so hard to do it here, but how long do i have to post this type of complaining any longer? Who should i complain to? Pretty FUCKED situation right now.

I will like to do what i want.
I will like to sleep whenever i want.
I will like to relax wherever i want.
Why am i so controlled all of a sudden?

Damn..... OCS, joke or pride? You name it.

Everyday.... Stronger, Better, Fast. OCS?

2008-09-21T15:37:00.002+08:00

Yup, last day of urban life and civilisation. Going to miss lots of things before i go back to army-ing again. Missing my sleeping time, my leisure time, my 'dunno-what-the-hell-i'm-doing' time and so much more. But well, at least these days were spent meaningful with my working friends and bunk mates, i shouldn't complain much on that. For those who kena sispec, work hard and strive hard for what you wanna achieve. For those who kena OCS, work even harder and strive harder.

Duration? 9 months. I will be back posting in 9 months time because i foresee damn busy time in OCS. Yes, i was posted to OCS even though i already said i wanna be a medic. For those who are wanting to be in OCS i can tell you that the selection is thus random and a bit bo bo one. Don't be despair if you are in sispec or whatsoever. You will still be a commander. Whereas here am i, dunno when i can last till.

Ok! so much of an NS shit. Going to pack my stuff and fuck off from here. Hope to be together with the ppl i know at least! haha. Till the time i post again. HAILS!

Shattered

2008-09-17T03:11:00.002+08:00

Well, Finally back to post. Did my 24km which i think i have pride on that at least. So much for a block leave. 5 more days to enter to unit and 2 more days to know my posting. I should say that i'm not nervous at all because i don't really give a damn on where i'm posted to. As long as i know that i've given my best to it, that's it. Thinking, and more thinking. These days have been just passing through as if the time is getting faster. What is that i'm really thinking?

Have been out with my friends recently here and there to chill. Nothing much had been done but i think it's worthwhile spending time with them. I can't afford to waste time, neither do i have time to rest. All i was wondering and hoping now is to spend my time worthwhile.

One who seek greed will not cherish.
One who not care will soon be vanish.
One who fear shall be perish.
But one who hate will get what he wishes.

Till the next time i posted.

So much for my happy POP

2008-09-07T15:09:00.002+08:00

I'm BACK!!! like another month again? LOL! Basically, lots of shit and laughter had happen these few weeks in Tekong. So yeah, finish with my Field Camp, Situation Test, IPPT, SOC, Grenade throwing, Live Range and BIC. Those were really a hectic weeks to pass by because there isn't anytime to even catch a breathe during the training.

The most sianz part is the route march. High fever during the day of 16km route march so i never finish the march. Sad. Was going to have my re-route march for 24km so i was hold back to stay in tekong while the others book out. Worst thing is that the route march starts at 9pm but the rain comes at 9pm. So what's the decision? The route march is cancelled and i'm like staying over in tekong for fuck sia. Waste whole bunch of my precious time. Damn Damner Damnest.

Anyways, POP on this coming wed, which was the 10 of Sept. Was waiting for the parade for so long already. Lots of preparation and shit to been through. I hope wed comes in a flash. And the route march wise? Hope they will close one eye and let it pass lor. Damn.

Till the block leave, i will blog more! =D

Feeling: Sucks

Hails.

Hi to all People

2008-08-09T16:18:00.002+08:00

Exactly one month ever since i blog already. Army? It totally makes you think of home and the love ones for sure like you never think of them before in your life. I miss the good food, the chatting, the fun, the stupid things, the pasting of time like nothing, the sleeping time at home and most properly, doing nothing.

It has been super tiring these month and not easy to pass. Thanks to all my section mates, platoon mates, and everyone in army for being so cool to make me persist on in army. Some hopes of mine has been given up because i know best of my physical and mental perseverance. Bye bye to OCS, i may also say bye bye to sispec also. But, i will continue to strive hard for the things i can.

So this coming week will be my field camp which is starting tomorrow which also i feared a lot. Hope that i can pull through it and get over with it. Can't have a single contact time during the 6 days out field. Will be back on the friday afternoon and home about evening(if nothing goes wrong). One more month to go for POP and i'm still trying to move on.

Busy, lonely, stressful. This is how they are making me so fragile. I wish i was more fit to overcome this army process but guess it's too late. Lots of things to update but they are just some few of them i could mention. Till the next time i update again.

Army, Here i COME!

2008-07-09T22:08:00.002+08:00

Ok! within a few hours i will be in Tekong already. Thanks for all the blessings and you guys take care too!! Of cuz i will update in 2 weeks time if i'm not tired that's for sure.. =D

Till den...

HAILS!!!

The Somberlain

2008-07-09T13:16:00.002+08:00

I fell deeper and deeper as light now was gone
I could feel the dark embrace my soul
Agony was no more, and so was pain
At this point of solitude I knew I was there
There where I belong
Thus far a long journey through my souls infinity
It has been a journey far beyond mortality
I have found what I wanted, tranquillity
I'll thrive on evil, eternally

I flew over crystal ground
My existence, numb
Over orchards of grievance,
sorrow and tears
This beautiful silence calls me now
Black fog devours me but I can see it all
The monument of my past,
this land of seven horizons before my eyes
I reach the land of spiritual rest

Its the dawn of descending
- I am the Somberlain
down to evil divine domain

Lord of infernal, gather my strength
Carry me through the gates

Its the dawn of descending
- I am the Somberlain
down to evil divine domain

For I'm eternal night
- I'm the Somberlain
Precede my evil divine domain

The Somberlain - Dissection

16 Days and Counting...

2008-06-24T01:44:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT! 16 more days and counting. Should be going to be a strong man.

To Tian Yew: I will like to see you more often in Tekong, but not admitting to your wards looking sick.

To Fabian: HERE I COME!!

To Lih Wee: (continued from fabian dialogue) WEEEEEE!!!

To Yun Tong: No more sick faces when i'm in! OK!?

Basically, these are the things i had been doing these days:

- Sleeping (Mostly i should say)

- Slacking (Well, it is say to be the same as sleeping)

- Guitaring (IRON MAN! More songs in learning!)

- Jogging (just did that not long ago)

- Working (Not so often already, just miss that place so i go back)

- Going out for supper (almost every night)

Progressively, i will like to do these for the 16 days:

- Sleeping (But of cuz, you think i'm 24/7 and nocturnal?)

- Guitaring

- Jogging and Train up

- Meet up with friends, and 'beyond friend' (figure yourself =P)

- Have more time with parents

Argh... see, how packed can this 16 days be... Damn

23 June 2008 (Monday)

Hmm... Slept through the whole day cuz was working previously... woke up and mistaken the day as tuesday... was more active after 10pm... Took a run and slack now.. LOL!!

Mood: Ups and Downs

Listening now: Ozzy Osbourne - Breaking all the Rules

Feel: Ozzy Osbourne and Black Sabbath

Countdown: 16 days

HAILS!!! and pictures!!!

The Recent Happening Things

The Ritz and Montfortian @ Brewerkz! Intro by my poly friends (Hans and Elwin) about this place and got so hooked up with it. Good Beer, Good Brothers. No Beer, No Brothers. =X So if you guys are going for some good beer, come on down to Brewerkz at Clarke Quay!

Somewhat that day (11 June 2008) was the day we had our beer session and was Kim's Birthday. Plus, it was Yun Tong's Before-one-day-to-Army Day. LOL! Ate at the Pizza hut.

Ok! There has been a problem on naming all individual so i must as well said all work in the RITZ!! (Except for Audrey who is fabian's gf =X) So that's about it, Ritz gangs to the Powerhouse.

Yet to have those photos so i will update some time later this week. LOL! =D

Gotten Over With!

2008-06-21T05:12:00.002+08:00

Hefty week had just passed. Man it is just freaking crazy week and to hard to get over with!

Basically i'm just going to update wat happen today(or last night?).

20 June 2008 (friday)
Went to Zouk with my cousins, Ross and PK. Eventually i don't know who my cousin going to bring but who knows, it's is terence! Gonna say this world(singapore...) is freaking small. Who in the hell knows my cousin would have know this friend of mine recently. Funny thing is, they had been talking about me the whole time and they do not know ultimately the person they are talking about is me.

Terence: I got some Metal Friends back in my poly days!
PK: I got one cousin who is a Metal freak himself.
Terence: That chalet i went was with the metal friends who love to pour liqour till ppl die like i do.
PK: So later we are going out with my cousin, tall freak, 1.99m.
Terence: i know a friend who is of that height.
PK: My cousin, Leonard.
Terence: I think i know him.
PK: Don't bullshit with me la.
Terence: He work in ritz and studied in Biomedical Science, Ngee Ann?
PK: CRAP!

haha.. all goes like that in the msn chatting.. LOL!!
On the way to zouk, terence's friend, whose friend is my secondary school friend, Desmond were all present in the freaking bus to zouk... LOL!! Saw Ken, Darren, Willie, Aldrin and lots of ppl there that i noe.. LOL!! cool man.. Havoc thru the night and back home..

The NO!
- Drinking
- Clubbing
- Smoking

The YES!
- Daily Exercise
- Tune my body alarm back
- Healthy food

Restriction is building up as Army is drawing nearer.. D A M N!

HAILS!!

One by one

2008-06-13T11:20:00.002+08:00

Yup, one by one, they entered army. First was Yun Tong, Now is Fabian for tml is Lih Wee. Argh!.. Gonna be damn boring this whole month without them and guess wat? Counting down the days you have really sux big time. Soon and it will be like me, Wei quan and Leon.. Well, Hans and Ivan too... D A M N... What will we be in 2 years time?

11 June 2008
Continue.... Alright, Went to Brewerkz for some beer drinking session (like again?)... had the 4 different types of beer which i have absolutely no idea how to spell... haha... but well, they just taste nice and smooth... better den those tiger beer all these... Glad that the gang enjoyed the session and happily ended up in MS pizza hut for Kim's Birthday dinner.. haha.. Pizza hut was so so... nv wanted to enjoy the meal though but wanted to enjoy the clubbing only... yes... CLUBBING!! at st james powerhouse... first time going there and well, it was a HIT man! Freaking fun (however it depends on who you bring la... LOL!!).. All were present for the clubbing and we crazy ourselves up until like 3am? Kim went home first though.. sianzed.. LOL!! Expired so fast after her birthday ended.. LOL... Afterwhich, ended up in 401 to makan.. split ways den... slp slp slp.. LOL!!

12 June 2008
One Victim down, Koh Yun Tong. Army enlistment date 12 June 2008. See you in maybe 2 weeks time man.. The whole morning and afternoon was wasted by my sleeping and evening? i was awaken by the 2nd victim (fabian) for a bbq. Went to the bbq, and well, it was the greatest bbq ever man, haha.. Went there to have a chit-chat session with lots of montfortians... until like around 1.40am, we parted and farewell to fabian and matthew for their army... Sianzed...

Mood: Sianzed
Listening now: Nothing
Countdown: 27 days

DAMN!!

Dead but still alive?

2008-06-11T10:46:00.002+08:00

9 June 2008, Monday
Bought Jogging shoes, Belt and Black Spectacle!
Jogging shoes ----- $94
Belt --------------- $31.50
Black Spectacle --- $60
Resultant --------- BROKE!
Well, of cuz jogging shoes has its purpose right? But these days it just sux cuz the weather sux too. Pointless in the end... i'm left like less than a month to jog man! Come on! Give me a good weather! haha...

Dinner at Geylang with basically the armylian (Me, Leon, Jie Wen, Bing Ting, Yun tong, Lih wee), Tian yew and managers from ritz. Durian after that and back to hougang for soccer match watching(of cuz i don't watch as usual).. Went home and have a dramatic bonding with the toilet and i beg i say it here, it wouldn't be funny... LOL!! cool... let's move on...

10 June 2008, Tuesday
Sleep, Sleeeeeep, Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep... Haha... the weather is just at its best and i can't escape from the scent of my bed pillow... LOL!! Went out with the ppl in ritz for a movie... KongFu Panda... Well, can say that so far in the cartoon history of what i have seen, this is the best i ever watched.. so wat you guys waiting for! grab ur tickets and laugh ur ass out over at the movie! haha... Home Sweet Home after that, which is quite adnormal cuz we usually go out for a long time and it is just less than 4 hours when i left home..LOL!! ok... back to slp.. LOL!!

11 June 2008 (Present), Wednesday
Hmm.. Woke up early like 7am. I can't get myself to slp anymore cuz of the multiple naps from ytd... Nuar a bit, online for time to pass.. Guitar playing a bit... (Woohoo... IronMan song intro and repeats all quite ok now.. LOL!) Hmm... Basically today is Kim's and Jun Yong's birthday.. Wish them a hilarious and enjoyable days coming up!! haha... Later out for some 'Beer Tasting' Session with the gang and properly some..... Well... i've yet to go anywhere so i shall say i should update further on later some days.. LOL! that's like if i could do so.. LOL!!!
BEER WEEK! FUCKING CHAOTIC!

Upcoming days:
12 June 2008, Thursday - Properly out with Cousins to Movie? KongFu Panda?
13 June 2008, Friday - Hmm.. no plans for that day. But i guess Movie again? LOL!!!
14 June 2008, Saturday - Hmm.. Having some random Buffet at my Grandma house. WOOHOO!.
15 June 2008, Sunday - I think i had miss something out, i can't remember a single shit.. LOL!

Mood: Average
Listening now: Crazy Train - Ozzy Osbourne
Countdown: 29 Days

Hails!!!

Green Days in Countdown

2008-06-09T07:59:00.002+08:00

Counting Down to ARMY/POLICE/CIVIL D.:
Me! ------------------------------------------- 31 Days
Fabian ---------------------------------------- 4 Days
Wei Quan ------------------------------------- 31 Days
Leon ------------------------------------------ 30 Days
Lih Wee --------------------------------------- 5 Days
Yun Tong ------------------------------------- 3 Days
Bing Ting -------------------------------------- 30 Days
Jie Wen --------------------------------------- September

Holy Shit! Time is running out!!

Yup! Days are numbered... Hope there's time still! DAMN!!!

Feels good, isn't it?

2008-06-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

Life BEFORE work:
- Sianz (unavoidable)
- Tired
- Sleepy
- Lifeless shitbag
- Complacent

Life AT work:
- Fun
- Thrilling (You'll know why)
- Sleepy
- Hostile (Sometimes)

Life AFTER work:
- Happy
- Money smiling
- Sleepy
- Don't-give-a-shit Attitude

Life with work:
- SLEEPY

Life with NO work:
- Lots of wasteable time
- Chilling out time
- Sleepless night/day
- Stressless

SEE, we are nv enough... WTF!!

Someone special: My Great-grandma

2008-06-04T16:19:00.002+08:00

To where you shall belong with no regrets nor suffering anymore.

Rest in peace... 4th June 2008

36 more days and descending...

Checklist

2008-05-29T13:34:00.003+08:00

Checklist:
Being 21 ---------------------------------------- Checked!
Graduation ------------------------------------- Checked!
Enlistment -------------------------------------- DAMNED!

10 July 2008
42 Days Left

Birthday Fever!

2008-05-26T19:27:00.003+08:00

Yup! Had a fever during my birthday but the day was tremendously good! =D Thanks everyone who make it that day and thanks for you guys' presences! Sorry that i'm sick that day but nonetheless it was a fun day! =D

Thanks all! There are too many to thanks to and i think they noe who they are! BILLIONS OF THANKS!!

Before 21...

2008-05-20T19:01:00.003+08:00

Before 21
This is the day before 21,
Tomorrow will be 20th of May plus a big fat 1.
Wanting to be younger but i really can't.
Recalling back of what I've done,
It was really indeed enjoyable and fun.
10th of July is the day i hold the gun,
To gear up and prepare for my biggest run.
It's going to be my 21,
Hope the day will be happy for everyone.
No doubt that i am turning 21,
Yes... for my name is called Leonard Tan.

Hails 666

Mix Feelings

2008-05-17T04:59:00.002+08:00

Thanks to them
Sorry to thee

Hope everything's fine
Cause in my mind
This matter is blind
I wish there was enough time
For me to justify
But why you treat me as a passerby?
For the bond we bind
You had strangle it to die
Curse me if you think it's right
Whereas i'm always here to await your criticize
For I will show you this sign i always liked.

\m/ Hails

Answers without explanation. Avoidance has become a burden.

I AM IRON MAN!

2008-05-05T20:35:00.004+08:00

Yup! Was a great movie and i guess to couple with Iron Man movie, Harold and Kumar was fucking hilarious. Haha... Had a number of great movies this month and well, at least we are not wasting money on stupid movies. Went Harold and Kumar movie with Hans, Jing En, Elwin, Alex, Wei Quan, Fabian and Zhi Fan. 100% to be sure that this movie is better to be seen with guys only. OK! This week is coming to an end cuz this week was considered my holiday. LOL!!

What had i did for these days:

1 May 2008 (Thursday)

Introducing to the Kaylong! Haha..! My fishing rod and the floating platfoam.

My father's catch!

Super Lam Nuar place!

Hmm... Just remember this day only cuz that the most fun thing of this week... haha... And ya, drove around with my brother's van to makan supper some days. Totally cool. Nothing much to say.. HAHA..

Mood: Average

Listening now: Black Sabbath - Electric Funeral

Next Target: Spec (like again?), Guitar!

Hails!

Restless

2008-04-21T11:01:00.003+08:00

So many things yet to be done, yet to be fulfill. I wish that before my enlistment, there could be enough time for me to completely finish what I'm left out with.

17 April 2008 (the-day)
OK. Simply work from 9am to 7.30pm. That was ok... Went to sheralyn birthday and celebrate her birthday (but of cuz) at bugis fish and co. Was a splendid meal but just lack of something or more of something i should say. Went different area after the meal and the working clan went home. Shocking news from them, they got enlisted which i thought i wasn't. i went to check the mail and man, the letter for enlistment was so distinctive that you noe you are going to army just by the look of the letter. 10 July 2008, that's my enlistment date. How about you guys from Poly and Secondary?

19 April 2008 (fright-Day)
Worked from 9am to 3.30am... nothing to explain cuz mostly is work work work.. worked for the world gourmet summit dinner. Preparation was hell lots of time. Event was simple and easy.. not much to say about.. Stayed in-house cuz the next morning was 9am again...

20 April 2008 (Such-a-day)
Working at 9am and clock out myself 12am before we, the people who worked 2 days continuously are found dead in any corner of ritz carlton.

Mood: Restless
Listening now: Dissection - The Somberlain (Live)
For Nothing: Where's my PSP?

HAILS!!!

Hair-Loss Letter

2008-04-18T00:53:00.002+08:00

Yup! If you think that one day you drop a lot of hair then this, it may be impossible cuz i'm going into ARMY on the 10 July 2008.

DAMN!

HAILS!!

Night's Blood

2008-04-15T18:04:00.002+08:00

Dissection - Night's Blood (Live)

Hails \m/

Laptop Down, Laptop Down

2008-04-14T21:55:00.001+08:00

Can't u see? My laptop is facing a retirement age! Damn it... Well, till the next time i got my laptop back then i will blog more about it...

LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAILs!!

Healthy Lifestyle, Unhealthy Likestyle

2008-04-07T02:37:00.002+08:00

Back to posting! Tonnes of things happen these days. Never to mention the bad one but only mention the memorable ones. Such as... WORKING and crazying around... haha.. Ok!

Schedule's up!:
Tues (8 Apr) - 9am
Wed (9 Apr) - 9am
Fri (11 Apr) - 6pm
Sat (12 Apr) - 9am
Remarks: Crazy hours but luckily got friends to kill unearthly hours.

Okie, so updates!

3 April 2008 (Thursday)
Slept till my ass off. Was having basketball competition but in the end was postponed to next tuesday becuz it rained heavily. Was thinking to myself i was lucky but who noes that i need to meet up fabian at the bus stop near montfort. Went there. was early but damn, i forgot to take my hp. waited and waited and end up frustrated. Went home to collect my handphone and den noe that the meet up was cancelled. Damn.. so did practically nothing and stone all the way for the day.

4 April 2008 (Friday)
Working at 4pm, which was quite good cuz it is all fabian, leon, jie wen, simon they all working together... who noes we are split up again and i was transferred to the ballroom with yun tong and lih wee... shit man... but well.. quite slack but not compared to leon they all. Event ended early and the OT was like nothing to do.. except for wrapping Guang with masking tape and threw him up in the air.. LOL!! Quite fun though but i dun have the video.. LOL!!! Well.. Somethings happened though but well! it is meant to be the past.. haha..

5 April 2008 (Saturday)
Sentosa trip! With the boast of ego from simon to go sentosa, we tagged along. Met up at vivocity and makan. Ah mei (neddely aka Xiao mei) soon joined in. So total up... The people are like simon, me, leon, ashtorie, jie wen, andrew, neddely. Haha.. me leon and ah mei went to the underwater world as planned and cuz i oso reluctant to go beach tanning cuz it is about to rain.. Bingo, it rained heavily and we are like stuck in the underwater world... lucky though... ahha... Went to vivo to settle our second meal which was a steamboat... Service and food variety wise sux... but luckily still got the drink to accompany us thru the meal.. LOL!! Ah mei and ashtorie went different way and the rest of us head to town to join hui xin and szesze for a movie.. we watched the Three kingdom which was fairly ok... not much to comment about.. haha... den... home sweet home...

6 April 2008 (Sunday)
Slept through my ass again and wake up only for meals... Played game and that's all..

Yeah.. such a life to pass but still better den mugging... =X

Mood: Ok la..
Listening now: Hotel California - Eagle
Targeting: PSP!!!!

HAILS ALL!!!

Yup, not dead, neither alive.

2008-04-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

Greetings to all! somehow somewhat somewhere, this blog seen to be quite lifeless le... sianzed... not to be blamed cuz i'm like working and playing till like midnight is just morning to us... haha.. Well well... still busy, still playing, still having a hell lots of freaking good time with friends.. keke... MONEY! i need loads of it!

Anyways, has have a couple of chalet these days and went to each and everyone of it... enjoyed, crazying and stupiding.. LOL!!! Hmm... how i wish i could enjoy without spending money... Lifeless? nah... as long as life continue it is still life(ful) haha... So... tonnes of things to share, too little time to type or should i say i'm like lazy to type.. LOL!!

Well.. if i can remember wat happen these days it will be like too many things sia.. LOL!!! okok... random post.. maybe i will do a weekly posting and remember things that has been remembered by me.. LOL!!!

Mood: Average
Listening now: ?

HAILS!

Finally here to blog once again!

2008-03-16T22:41:00.003+08:00

OK! Work work work these days... get crazy, do stupid things, know a lot of people and having hard times... Best of all, money does paid off for this hardwork... keke... AND ALSO!!! ah mei's working same days as i'm working... cool! haha... =D Basically the schedule for next week:

18 Feb (Tues): Yet to book
19 Feb (Wed): 5.30pm
22 Feb (Sat): 5.30pm
23 Feb (Sun): 6am

Cool... not much earning for next week as you can see... LOL!! shitty timing... but fear not! there is still next next week... LOL!!!

Hmm.. Lots of things happen these days... not to mention cuz it is too much and too long... shit things happen right? haiz... Well well... cuz there is too much to blog, now i dun feel like blogging it cuz there's too much to do so... LOL!!

I want to slp slp slp! slack slack slack!!
Zhao!

Mood: Average
Listening now: Black Sabbath - Iron Man
Next Target to buy (NEW!): PSP and PDA

TaTa!~

Do you smell it?

2008-03-11T02:21:00.001+08:00

Beside the holiday i'm having right now, do you smell something? IT'S PHYSILIA CHUA'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! haha... HEY HANDSOME!! happy birthday in advance first virtually and happy 21!!! haha.. =D HAPPY ALWAYS OK!!! haha...

*under-construction*

Blog's Not Dead

2008-03-07T00:45:00.002+08:00

Hey hey!!! Back from all the chionging...

Past:
27Feb to 2 Mar: OC-ed (HSBC)
3Mar to 5Mar: Chalet-ed (NP friends)
6Mar: Normal Worked in ritz
7Mar: First day in IT fair and it's fucking sianz..

Till the time i have more TIME to blog! haha... CIAO!!

Schedule!!! From Last paper to 9 Mar!

2008-02-26T00:37:00.002+08:00

Schedule:

22 Feb: Working at the Youth Olympic Games 2010 as Bus Ushers (12-10pm)

23 Feb: Ritz Carlton Working (6am to 4.30pm) Buay Tahan.. ZZZZZ

24 Feb: Ritz Carlton Working (8am to 4.30am) yes.. 20 and a half hour..

26 Feb: Final Presentation, Hope it turns out good...

27 Feb: Ritz Carlton Working (8am to ??)

28 Feb: Ritz Carlton Working (4am to ??)

29 Feb: Ritz Carlton Working (4am to ??)

1 Mar: Ritz Carlton Working (4am to ??)

2 Mar: Ritz Carlton Working (4am to ??)

5 Mar: ZOO!!! =D

6 Mar: Suntec IT Fair

7 Mar: Suntec IT Fair

8 Mar: Suntec IT Fair

9 Mar: Suntec IT Fair

WHERE GOT TIME!!!

The BIG DAY!

2008-02-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

PSCT paper at 9am.
Time now: 12:30am.
Studying till: 2am
Waking up: 5am
Reach School: 7am
Attend paper: 9am
Paper duration: 2 hours
End paper: 11am
Remarks: Die die also stay until 11am, don't wanna leave earlier cuz i wanna rumble the whole stupid fucking examination room... Oops... not i, THE WHOLE OF LSCT BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE PEOPLE!!! ROAR!!!

We slay, we conquer, we exterminate!

Hails!

Come fill ME!!! (don't think dirty)

2008-02-18T15:34:00.002+08:00

COME FILL ME WITH WORK!!! SCHEDULE UP!!!

22 Feb (Friday) - 6am
27 Feb - 2 Mar - ??? (comfirm working jiu shi le)
(under construction)

=D

MUGGING FOR MONEY!!!!

Too much to study for ONE more day.

2008-02-18T03:18:00.004+08:00

Precisely, one more day, i'm gonna be out of polytechnic cuz it is telling me to quit after 3 years. Yes it is cool and exciting to think about the freedom BUT this dreadful last paper (PSCT) is making my ending of Poly yet a memorable one.

Firstly, this lecture book is full of content.
Secondly, for what i'm studying now, i will be forgetting the one i studied just one hour ago.
Thirdly, one day only from now.
Forth and the last, this module sucks big time.

Looking on the other side, i will have my freedom on the 19 Feb (which seems to be true cuz i got final external presentation still, LoL-ed). For those who are still working hard after that, i gonna tell you all these, I'M FREE!!! Haha... just kidding... Of cuz is something original... Work hard and all the best... Don't depend on luck where luck can't possibly help you anywhere if you dun work hard... Don't pray and expect the god of yours is going to help you to copy or postpone the exam... There's somethings that praying and luck can't be at its optimum which is now... Well... there may be some luck from the god of yours if he or she is trying to help you by giving you the anwser sheet right smack onto the examination table you are sitting... But the chances is 0%... so i advise you all again, get your lazy asses out from the bed and get serious on the things to study...

Mood: Average
Listening now: Symphonic Classical Musics
Condition: The 'before one more day' syndrome

Hails and Cheers

2 more days... so unprepared

2008-02-17T04:25:00.003+08:00

Seriously Swear that time is not enough for this paper preparation
i'm so fucking pissed over PSCT right now.
Don't mind studying a yellow page but memorizing a yellow page full of details is shitty... damn...

Mood: Sux
Listening now:
Condition: Headache

Hails

Done with Proteomics! Now PSCT... BOO!!

2008-02-15T18:57:00.004+08:00

4 more days... let it pass peacefully...

The Somberlain
I fell deeper and deeper as light now was gone
I could feel the dark embrace my soul
Agony was no more, and so was pain
At this point of solitude I knew I was there
There where I belong
Thus far a long journey through my souls infinity
It has been a journey far beyond mortality
I have found what I wanted, tranquillity
I'll thrive on evil, eternally

I flew over crystal ground
My existence, numb
Over orchards of grievance,
sorrow and tears
This beautiful silence
calls me now
Black fog devours me but I can see it all
The monument of my past,
this land of seven horizons before my eyes
I reach the land of spiritual rest

Its the dawn of descending
- I am the Somberlain
down to evil divine domain

Lord of infernal, gather my strength
Carry me through the gates

Its the dawn of descending
- I am the Somberlain
down to evil divine domain

For I'm eternal night
- I'm the Somberlain
Precede my evil divine domain
---------------------------------------------------------

Mood: Ok la
Listening now: The Somberlain
Condition: Tired

HAILS

CNY... Day 3...

2008-02-09T15:28:00.001+08:00

Good Food, Good Drink, Good Weather... Yet no Good Mood cuz of exam and projects... Damn...

7 -9 Feb
Went to Hougang Ave 10 (which is like one block away from my house) on the 7, Tampines on the 8 and Upper Serangoon Road (which is like MY BLOCK!) on the 9... yeah.. i'm currently stuck at home... ZZZZZ

Mood: Sux
Listening now: Satanic Warmaster - The Vampiric Tyrant
Condition: Sore Throat

Hails!

Happy Chinese New Year!! Day 2..

2008-02-08T00:32:00.001+08:00

Alright... here to wish all of the friends, people, or watsoever that's here to see this blog post a Happy Chinese New Year!

=D

Mood: Errr?
Listening now: Errr?
Condition: Errr?
Thinking: $$$

Hails!

123 Post... SUPER RANDOM!

2008-02-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

Sianzed... Proteomics Common Test 2 today... must do well for it! haha... sianzed...

3 Feb (Sunday)
Too tired to make it to the bball, so slp until like 2pm den study study, slp... Study study... EAT EAT EAT!! till now lor.. haha...nothing much happened today though.. LOL!! YA!! and one thing... haha... this adorable ah mei of mine called me at 9am and started laughing uncontrolably... LOL!! ask her talk she laugh.. LOL!! how sweet for her to wake up in the morning just to call me and hear my 'man' voice..LOL!!.. funny thing for me i guess is that ask her wat is she doing, she say going to slp again... dots.. LOL!!!! AH MEI!! HUGGIES!!!

Test tml! jia you for myself! LOL!! and others of cuz... if there is any.. LOL!!!

Mood: Sianz
Listening now: Some old songs
Condition: blur?

University... can i go in pls?

HAILS!!

Yeah! Feb.. 26 more days to go!

2008-02-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

YES! as you can see from the title obviously, i will be out of Ngee Ann officially at 26 Feb. Hmm... What to do after 26 Feb? Well Well...

1. WORK = MONEY = ENJOY
2. Go on a class holiday (WHERE ALSO CAN!!! GOT MONEY DEN SAY!)
3. Chalet from Secondary School, Poly, and even work place.. =D
4. Keep F I T! run run run and pull upssssssss
5. PLAY BBALL till i die sia! HANS, ALEX, and secondary school from of cuz =D
6. FISHING!!!
7. GUITAR!!!
8. ZOO!!! WITH AH MEIS!!! =D
9. ???? (more to come and update!)

As you can see AGAIN, there is so many things to do after 26 Feb and it is approaching around the corner... Hell yeah...

31 Jan (Thursday)
Poster presentation done and once and for all! Presented not bad and answer some qns back to the judger with no fear! haha... Worn formal and rehearse a bit... So happy and crazy after all the posters are done... LOL!! done with the proteomics project oso.. COOL!! afterwhich went home of cuz.. den ROT!

1 Feb (Friday)
Went to school and played bball with hans... from around 9.30 to 11.45am? LOL!!! was fun though.. just a scar on my face only... SADDED!!! Went to help dr koh for the poster and well.. IT IS JUST BOTH OF US!! damn.. haha... helped out... poster summit until like 5... pon the LSSS and go home... LOL... den ROT!

Mood: Blur
Listening now: Dissection - The Somberlain
Condition: ok?

26 days more... HAILS EVERYONE!!

One by one, WE TOOK YOUR LIVES!!!

2008-01-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

Haha... Integrated Laboratory 2 lab test over and it was well, we success? LOL!!! Anyways anyhow... UPDATE!!

27 Jan 2008 (Sunday, Continue)
Played bball in the morning though... was reluctant to wake up until like someone is at the bball court den i willing to come... if not just me and the 'no bball' feeling in the court is just damn sianz... Well! the rest are damn eariler den me which was cool! Played like shit for that day just dun feel like explaining.. LOL!!! Besides, whats there to explain about shit... LOL!!!

Chat with the never-boring friends i had... haha... same up with the olden days thingky everytime we met up... LOL!!! chat till 2pm den i felt that it is time to go home and study for IL-2 test.... got back, slept till 7pm den started studying... Was aimless and lost though.. so in the end nv studied much... went to slp around 3am? LOL!! for nothing...

28 Jan (Monday)
LAB TEST!!!! went there and slay the lab test and well, whether it is good or bad it turns out, it's a relief that it ended... we can't care much for it anymore.. LOL!!! Went to makan with MMM and well!!! i had lost power to make ppl laugh already... LOL!!! but there will be next time!!! HAHA.... daddy/ah pa will be making you all laugh till teeth come out... LOL!!! den... 2 hours of lecture... den head home... and the highlight of the day was 90!!! LOL!!!

The classic 90 Story
This happens at block 68B near canteen one of Ngee Ann (but of cuz). Lesson for PSCT was just too normal to describe. The same old noises and stunned-looks on all the people. Just when the class is about to end, a lecturer (i believe from what i know is from Early Childhood or something) open the door and start chanting which goes 'Are you still using the lecture hall? Cuz it is 4pm already and i had a class of 90 students'. 90 Students... So what if you have 90 Students? it sounded like as if you are teaching a spartans squad to hold a spear and teach them how to breathe? Come on la, who will care if you have 90 students or 300 spartans to teach. It just make it sounds that you are so sarcastic...

Ok... that was the story... All of the students in the lecture hall went almost ki siao that we wanted to shout 90 90 90 to that sarcastic lecturer... So most of us exited from the front door to shout to that lecturer, 'Wah, 90 sia...' LOL!!! it was damn bloody funny for us to see the look of that loser lecturer... Almost everyone come out with the 90 sia.. LOL!!! afterwhich... we ended up going to their backdoor and shout 90 again... haha... think that lecturer must be pissed... LOL!!! but well... who cares? we are going to end our poly life 1 month later...

Something happy to share about is when we entered the conventional center, the ppl inside welcomed us like as if we are dealing with JAE still... haha... we are so young sia... LOL!!! Lecture ended and head home and slp... keke...

Mood: ok ok lor..
Listening now: Satanic Warmasters - Pentagrams and Woods
Condition: Headache

HAILS!!!!!

Yeah! We executed more projects!

2008-01-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

YES, WE! *High Five* Phy! hahaha... we completed most of our projects and well, all thanks to phy who is doing all the planning and helping of everything!!! haha... GOOD GOOD!!! Projects dying one by one... haha...

25 Jan (Friday)

Didn't turn up in school for that pathetic 1 hour talk about some crap shit... So stay at home, slept through and fro till 2.15pm, Phy came... Talk about somethings related to the FYP poster and WALA, did the poster within 8pm... just only left the stupid designing haven't complete... on the other hand when i'm doing the poster, she was busying with the FYP presentation... do until 11.30pm den decided to go for makan at the punggol nasi lemak... LOL!! wei xin join us in the makan and home around 2.30am... Stress on the design of the FYP poster, Stress on the FYP presentation... by 5am... EVERYTHING IS COMPLETED!! YEAH!! haha...

26 Jan (Sat)

Woke up at 11am after like barely 6 hours of slp...den went to play bball my own until like 1pm... Damn hot, but it was tremendously shiok.. LOL!!! afterwhich go to peace center to print the poster and well! the poster is damn colour but we like it.. LOL!! went to town with the heavy bag... sorry guys for having such a tired face and make it moody to shop.. den den den.. go home after that... slept a bit in the bus and felt that i'm all energetic again... Fabian called and i put my bag at home and rush out to play bball.. haha.. was good and happy to play again with the ppl whom i played with before.. LOL!!! went makan and head home... touch down, 12am..

So much of the happiness of this post and crapping of my happy being.... LOL!!! but well!!! this feeling is unexplainable somehow... LOL...

Mood: Miss ah mei's' de ah pa aka daddy!

Listening now: Nothing

Condition: Aching

PICTURESS!!!

This is Kon. (From bleach animation)

This is 'Some weird vibrating Stuff Toy'

Together they are.................................................... I oso dunno wat to call them sia.. Just plain funny... LOL!!!

Somehow somewhat, these stuff toys are bought from China by Fabian... HAHA... they are just damn funny to keep... LOL!!! THANKS A LOT FABIAN!!! haha...

Anyways.. HAILS!!!

Woohoo... Shioked...

2008-01-24T15:36:00.001+08:00

Happy... Because:
1. FYP report is submitted already, we can't care for it anymore which is damn positive feelings.
2. 50% human communication presentation was a success and i had never been asked so many question from the lecturer before... NEVER... but it was crapping success...
3. Went home early, which i guess i nv been doing that for these days, weeks, or even months
4. Played basketball on my own under the hell burning sun and damn it was hot... But was fun, cuz i long time nv touch the bball liao...

Well well... so many proj going to be eliminated one by one which was good... Haha... still more to come!

Mood: Missing Darling ah mei!!! and mei ah Darling!! <--- grace... LOL
Listening now: Megadeth - Tornado of Souls
Condition: I dunno

Hails!

Yeah!

2008-01-24T02:10:00.000+08:00

FYP report finally slayed!! More to come and go!

Done:
- WISP Assignment 3 (not yet handed up in soft copy)
- LSSS Presentation (was a good one though for the last one! good one guys!)
- Human Comm Assignment 3
- FYP report (Yeah!)
- ???

Not Yet Done:
- Human Comm Presentation (50% sia... shit!)
- FYP poster (Shit x2)
- FYP presentation slides (Shit x3)
- Proteomics (End Shit)

Test:
- IL 2 Lab test (28 Jan)
- Proteomics CT (4 Feb)
- LSSS test (12 Feb <-- wtf?)

Exam:
- Proteomics (15 Feb)
- PSCT (19 Feb) <---- freedom?

Post-Exam shit:
- FYP presenatation(s)
- FYP poster presentation

As you can see, 19 Feb may NOT be my day i declare freedom (i hope not)... So busy... So lost... So gonna end up no slping again...

HAILS!!

NO MOOD!!!

Damned

2008-01-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

Indeed, this world is full of hidden hatred.
Live with it, or perish by it.
This world has no pure forgiveness, so let it be.
Hating someone or something is natural, so let it be.
Keep it to yourself, maybe one day you will find your true self.
Hating, is something that create existences.

Mood: ?
Listening now: The Agony Scene - Barnburner
Condition: Recovered

Hails

Busier then ever

2008-01-20T05:11:00.000+08:00

Explains it all!

Good News: i'm almost recovered from my Chicken Pox

Bad News: i'm going to be busy busy busy... until 19 Feb comes...

Till that time ppl! we shall meet again.. (maybe have time to blog den blog lor... haha..)

Anyways...

Mood: Jaded
Listening now: Nothing by my fan blowing
Condition: Not yet bathe... LOL!!

Not forgetting the daily must-do thing... AH MEI!!! Piggyback ah mei!!! =)

sorry....

Live with it, or live for it. Hails.

Something from my brain....

2008-01-19T04:12:00.000+08:00

I was communicating with my 20 years and coming to 8 months pal which is my damn brain... This might sounds insane but something that it is trying to tell me every time i sees that unsightly pieces of crap written right in front of me that provoke my feelings.

From Mr Brain : Move on, just move on...

I feel so much like scolding and voice out my unhappiness to that particular person but i just feel I'm lack of the gut to do so every time i sees what is written in front of me. Feeling existence is just totally the worst things that you want to keep inside your brain. When will this ever come out from my mouth, telling it off. That is when I no longer have any feelings towards anybody else. I'm just fucking pissed off every time things from that person sounds like he or she knows him or herself so well. To myself, I'm the opposition of what you been trying to convey but i think that one fine day, you, whom you think you are satisfy with that particular thing is the one that you are missing with. Look into the world damn it, you brought hatred to the world. Believe it or not, i just don't know how hateful you can be and i have to thank you so much for bringing this hatred existence for me. Move on, I'm trying. You, and your undisputed wicked ways to express your motive to other people. Being obvious was good enough. Being not that appreciative of what people has done for you is extreme. I don't know how much could this last any longer. But for sure i know, what lies ahead of you are simply for certain, Emptiness.

In the other corner...
From my brain : Move on, Move on, just move on.

Mood: Unexplained
Listening now: Bestial Mockery - Slay The God

Live for it, Hails 666.

Car Car Carssssssssssssssssss

2008-01-18T12:21:00.000+08:00

Back With more Photos on CARS!!!!! Let the picture do the talking!!!! =D

Gumpert Apollo
Koenigsegg CCX

Jaguar XJ220
Mclaren F1

Audi A8

Honda s2000

Bentey Continental GT

Rolls Royce Phantom

Toyota Supra

Lamborghini Murcielago LP640

Mercedes-Benz SLR Mclaren 722

Nissan Skyline R34 V-spec

Ford Tungsten GT

Bugatti Veryon (2nd Fastest Car in the world)

Ascari A10

Maserati MC12

Pagani Zonda F

SSC Ultimate Aero TT (World Fastest Car)

Saleen s7 TT

Ferrari Enzo

Porsche Carrera GT BMW M6

More to come! Maybe next time... LOL!!!

Mood: sux
Listening now: nothing
Condition: Can't-seems-to-dry-up Blister... FUCK

HAILS!

Remember this day, 17 Jan 2008 (Thursday)

2008-01-17T01:47:00.000+08:00

YES... so do wat the title tells you.. Becuz...

This is the day i went out to buy some stupid bread from Shop n Save Store..(it's 24 hour... OF CUZ)... YES... I WENT OUT!!! finally got to smell fresh air from the stupid exhaust fume of vehicles and sand... YES... I WENT OUT!!! for like 30mins of my life... this 1/2 half an hour of my life turns out to be so memoriable becuz after so many days of staying at home (9 days! MIND YOU!!!)... Compare... 24 X 9 X 60 = 12960mins i have been staying at home without going out.. that is like the first leonard's books of record in 2008... Wat a happy year to start with... 12960mins with 30mins spend outside at a mart.. Marvelous...

Damn damn damn... IT is gonna be FYP - F*ck You, Project, for these days man.. just got the news that our report has a lot to admend on... damn... sianz... not about worrying the stupid countless days of sleepless nites... but the lack of face to face discussion with my beloved partner, pink-silia... ARGH!!! why am i at home at this point of time man... haiz.. Network discussion is like the shittiest thing and the worst productive one...

Damn damn damn... i'm gonna 100% be ok this coming monday or something to at least concentrate on one more month man... wasted 2 fucking weeks for nothing.. it is like pure hell for me...

Chicken Pox, the disease that you surely wanna get it when you r young.
Chicken Pox, you wouldn't wanna get it when you are at year 3 poly.
Chicken Pox, it makes you sign a straight 2 weeks MC for anything.
Chicken Pox, allows you to admire your body more than you admire it before.
Chicken Pox, strictly gives you one position to sleep on the bed.
Chicken Pox, you will wanna talk to it and scold it don't you?
Chicken Pox... What are you waiting for?

Argh... Get lost Chicken Pox....

Mood: Sux
Listening now: Gay Chinese Songs
Condition: Volcano eruption from Leonard's body. Blister season off.

HAILS!!!!!!!!!!

LoliPOX!

2008-01-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hell man, this stupid pox has infected me for one damned week. Well.. looking at it daily, now it is subsiding down.. Thank goodness it is... HEY POX! I DUN HAVE TIME AR! WANNA LEAVE FASTER LEAVE! Damn sianz la... I WANNA GO BACK TO SCH!!!

Mood: Sux
Listening now: Megadeth - Tornado of Souls
Condition: I look at pox, pox look at me.

Damn SIANZ!!! MY BUTT IS GOING TO BE FLAT SITTING HERE EVERYDAY! TRY TO CALM URSELF DOWN EVERYDAY LIKE THAT! ARGH!!!!

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIL!

Unwanted Holidays with Unwanted Singers

2008-01-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

I swear i'm going to kill those idiots making themselves coming to holy innocent high school to sing like nobody's business... Damn man... Wake up la... if you haven't wake up... DEN DUN WAKE US UP LA! DAMN YOU! i'm trying here to slp every night with those stupid itchiness and you all go on sing sing sing... Ta ma de... wah lao... It is like few months ahead i noe... don't you think it is too early to rehearse for the 7th month ghost month? i admire ur spirit of singing when it is still raining but YOU ARE SINGING IN THE HALL GOD DAMN IT...!

The Time is 5.54pm exactly now... it is thunder lightning sky right now... hope the lightning travels all the way to the hall and struck one of you down... damn it.. Tml morning still need to hear ur princiPAL tok tok tok rubbish... FUCK!! ENOUGH!! ARGH!!!!!

Ok... enough of cursing.. LOL!!!

13 Jan 2008 (Chicken pox Day 6)
Less itchy but doesn't means it is not itchy still! Damn school sing sing sing until i fed up sia... zZZZ... ok... woke up a few time cuz my mother wants me to eat eat eat.... woke up like 3 times within few hours... damn jialat la... cannot even get a decent slp... zzZZ... Well... Never watch much movie today... try to get some school things done today so not so busy when i'm BACK... Damn sianz la.. Chicken pox.. when are you all going to disappear... stuck with me how long liao dun you all feel gay? zzZZ

Mood: Sux
Listening now: Anorexia Nervosa - Album of 'The Redemption Process'
Condition: Chicken Pox Day 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn...

HAILS!!! and may the rain FLOOD THE SCHOOL!!!

New Year, New Month, With Some New Disease.

2008-01-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

Yes... i'm positive with chicken pox... Damn it... Got it from nowhere none other than my workplace, Ritz Carlton. Hmm... many people is having this chicken pox from this stupid hotel not only me la.. it's like damn bloody sianzed... zzZZ.. Anyways.. update for this weeks.. it sure will be short cuz i'm just like sleeping and eating and stoning and itchy this whole week...

Hmm... which date to start? LOL!!

Tuesday (Chicken Pox Day 1)
Went to the lab with the others as usual cuz it is the FYP day... mess around, did work around... Discuss the human comm a while... finalize everything... Took a 151 home... sleep on that freaking bus... woke up... and feel myself damn headache and feverish... Damn! how come so random leh? i oso dunno... damn! Went home, was going to deal with some human comm proj first before i slp... in the end headache buay tahan go slp first... woke up with eye swollen and headache and some small tiny mini blister on the arm that you see liao will itchy finger go and burst it... YES I DID! haha.. damn it is painful when the water flows that blister part when i'm bathing... sad...

Wednesday (Chicken Pox Day 2)
Well, Have an early slp on tues when i did finish the human comm thingky. Woke up with a veri veri swollen eye till i have only one eye to see like that... damn sianz... thought i'm allergic to something... Went to the doc, the second time! cuz he was doing some laser therapy on some idiot that liao my time go down and go home again... slp and go back to the clinic again... show him the pox, pox me the MC for 10days... cool... NAH!!! got tonnes of things to deal and 10 days of MC? that is so unwanted man... damn... Report to everyone, and went to slp... slp slp slp...

Thursday (Chicken Pox Day 3)
Slp slp slp... 50% presentation not presented today... delay delay delay... damn sianz sianz sianz... Teacher called, telling me to delay it's ok... damn.. who will want to present one person on the whole lecture.. JUST ME LEH!! siao kia... haiz.. slp slp slp... Wei xin and Wayne came to my house... chit chat all the way... Have some marvelous and FRUITFUL chatting... haha... anyways... thanks for both of you guys man! for the homework and everything... LOL... Sorry to trouble you guys all the way from west.. LOL... Anyways, they left, and i'm like damn itchy at home until siao... couldn't slp the whole damned day from 12am to like 6am... zzZZZ

Friday (Chicken Pox Day 4)
Slept quite a lot with the sleeping pill... slp slp slp... woke up and starting watching movies from PPlive... god damn man... this system is damn bloody good if you r going for serious movie-ing or watsoever... doraemon and crayon shin... LOL!!! watched the whole day... chat with ah mei with some bathtub thingky... haha... damn funny... takes me a dozen hours to explain though.. keke....

Nonetheless... got time, den got post. Bo tim, Bo tang post lor... simple... LOL!!!

Mood: Sux
Listening now: Nothing
Condition: Blister exist

HAILS

Busying with Busy...

2008-01-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

Busy Busy Busy... Busy with school work finally but not working... haha... so busy till i'm like forgetting things here and there... Damn it man...

1 Jan 2007+1 (Tui Day)

Fishing with the KLJW + Xiang jie at the bedok jetty... Well... manage to catch nothing but caught some exciting moments at the bedok... Celebration of a new year with the releasing of the flash signal by those boat that r not in used... Was interesting compared to the usual fireworks in town... Cold night though... Went off around 6am from there and head to parkway parade to have our breakfast at mac... Head home, bathe and all kinds of stuff and slp at 9am... until like 6pm den wake up... Busy with some school work and head to slp again..

2 Jan 2008 (wed)

1st day of school of the new year... Nothing much happen though.. got back some depressing paper and sworn to do well though... Lecture as usual and head home after that... brush up the stupid WISP and slp at 1am

3 Jan 2008 (THUrs)

WISP at 8am, reached school at 8.10am... imagine i took my damn bus at 6.15am and reach school late somemore.. Sit in the bus until my butt literally turn flat... damn those school reopening of secondary, primary and JC... cars everywhere and jam the damn road.. damn it.. WISP was quite ok and human comm? well.. stress sia.. haha..

Head to the lab after makan at the canteen 1... lab till like late and home after town.. LOL!! SLP at i dunno wat time i forgot... damn tired cuz i woke up at 4am just to do some school work...

4 Jan 2008 (Friday)

Amazingly these days, i set my alarm clock on my handphone just to hear the ringtone for fun... setted around 10am to wake up, in the end wake up at 1.30pm... damn... Went to sch... did some checking on the lab work and to LSSS... damn boring shit waste my time one hour... Head home afterwhich and here i'm! blogging lor...

BOring BORING boring.. nothing much happy things happen... so gonna be lifeless this stupid month... damn damnest damned...

Mood: Boring

Listening: Back to Reinkaos.

Condition: I don't know

Damn

Boring

PICT!

OCTOPUS!!! =D Some random ppl from the jetty caught it.. LOL.. well.. it is a small one though in actual size.. haha... Look forward to more fishing trips after graduation... =D

HAILS!

Yeah! 2008!!! SIANZ!

2007-12-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

Short Post i promised!

Year er ling ling FUCK-ing(2008-ing) busy sia... No rest for us sia! CHIONG STUDY! NO WORK! NO RITZ! THUS... NO MONEY!!! WATEVER!!!

Wishes all the people in the world a happy 2007 and welcome 2008! FUCKED

*Ps to the ppl who are in the hongkong cafe.. haha.. have to rush to fish with friends... SORRY!!

Mood: Err?
Listening now: Megadeth - Rattlehead
Next Destination --> FISHING!

HAILS!

Ho Ho HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *cough cough!

2007-12-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah! Work, Xmas and lots of good stuff happening these days.. just too many to describe from words but i will still do it... LOL!!! crappy... GOGOGO!

24 Dec (Monday)

Pardon with the jumping of date cuz i can't remember it though.. haha... OK!! it's the xmas eve everybody! haha... But was seriously sick though everyday i woke up from bed... feelings nv felt so shitty when you just too sick man... BUT WELL! meet the rest of the people at Marina sq and met up with leon first.. keke... Scroll around in City hall and wrap some presents up and meet up with Wei long and gang at the Crystal Jade... Well.. considerably, crystal jade wasn't too bad as in their ice water only cuz we never go there makan.. haha... Den we go chill all around suntec and other places until some go work, some go meet up with their opposites and as for me! KLJW gangs waiting for me (hey, i'm the one waiting! haha..)

Meet them (KLJW + Xiang jie) at outback in Millenia Walk. Haha.. KL! if you sees this, if you considered XJ as part of KLJW den i wun put it with a plus sign.. haha... Have dinner with them and well, that was quite full for a dinner and also yeah! Thanks Wei xin for the Xmas present that you gave me! it was very... VERY BLACK!!! I LIKE!!! haha... Well... sorry for those that i nv bought present to and well! if you can make a list next time for me den i will buy somehow.. haha... ok! crap... Went to Suntec to watch movie, The National Treasure. Was a Awesome movie considering the Gay name that i always felt which was the word NATIONAL... haha... Will want to see the Part 1 if got time.. keke...

Watch liao den go home...Happen luckily that i took the last bus... i was like seeing my hp time and here comes the last bus... SHIOK!! home sweet home without countdown of xmas cuz i hate xmas... It means to WORK WORK WORK!! and other purposes that i hate it so much.. haha... Went home, slept at 3.30am....

25 Dec (xmas Tuesday)

bearly one hour sleeping time, woke up and wake myself up with songs so i dun miss the taxi that is sending me and the others to work.. haha... upon reaching the workplace, Zombie-fy aura was surrounding the whole of Ritz carlton... Cuz there is people that never slp for the whole day and manage to chiong the next day... i'm ashame to say that it is all the Captains except for me becuz wat i think was that i rather survive so as to help them for the Xmas day..(well, with that barely one hour slp.. LOL) Ok... did the morning Breakfast... was rather amazing becuz the pax increased from last year... 500 to 799 guest sia... That was like pressurizing because we kept on refresh the table until like siao... despite of guest complaining, we still help them refresh sia... haiz... ok... next war... Xmas lunch... Was veri good in the start but was fussy when ending becuz they still wan their beverages to go on... damn them la.. haiz... Well.. Vincent Kang and Serene was in the Xmas branch for lunch.. haha.. good sia... maybe next year will be our turn! haha... =D

After work went out with the rest to makan and go straight home.. haha... took some picture which i think was funny and ALSO!!! i legally owned a DAUGHTER!! haha.. NEDDELY TAN!!! haha... AH MEI!!

Well that's all though... haha.. other den that is all forgotten but happy... LOL!!!

AND BEFORE I FORGET!! THANKS to Sheralyn and Ah mei (Neddely) for the Xmas presents! IT IS SO 'SWEET' OF THEM!! SO MANY SWEETS! haha... THANKS LOTS!!!!

Promise you one gift for you sheralyn and AH MEI!!! like ah pa's present to you ma? LOL!

Mood: ---

Listening now: Bestial Mockery / Unholy Massacre - Slaying the God

Condition: Sore Throat, Cough, Headache not forgetting.. LOL

PICT!!

The Ex'T'reme

From Left: The Tiny, The Tall, And The Thing!

The Tiny aka Neddely aka MY DAUGTHER aka Xiao Mei

The Tall aka Panjang aka Ti Gi aka (you all name it sia)

The Thing aka Raymond aka Hua Shun!

HAILS EVERYONE!!!

Sickening Days

2007-12-23T04:19:00.000+08:00

So sick that i can't remember wat the hell happen these days... So might as well give me a break and let me take an off...

Work, Project and Sleeping (man, i think i'm good at summary writing...)

Hmm... Shall update some interesting things next time... and YEAH!! finally drive my first vehicle... from Ashtorie's uncle's car... Honda Streams... COOL!! nothing much to say but just amazed... keke...

Mood: Pensive
Listening now: Air-con blowing by My room
Condition: Cough, Headache, Bruises from work and sleepy mood...

H a i l!

Simplification

2007-12-17T05:20:00.000+08:00

Sum Up The Good and Bad Shit that happens:

1) TP test passed! DRIVING LICENCE!!!
2) Proteomics was screwed a little
3) PSCT was totally screwed...
4) Medical Check-up and gotten a Pes B L1 and a Shock... i grew 4cm... 199cm/70+kg
5) Working these few days (from thursday all the way till just now sunday)
6) Yet to do anything for the consolidation of the data for FYP (now den i found out i dun have the datas... damn... sorry phy to delay it...)
7) My leg is damn restless right now...
8) Of all, this is the worst, which is i'm going to sch in 1 hour time which i'm like opening my eyes for 3 days if i do not slp...
9) Shit happens

Mood: ---
Listening now: ---
Condition: Aches, Headaches, cough and leg pain...

Hails...
Going to Die young...

YEAH!! 101 POST!!! AND LICENCE INCLUSIVE!!

2007-12-12T00:37:00.001+08:00

YEAH!!! SO damn HAPPY cuz i just passed my driving test this afternoon... SHIOK!!! haha... Funny sia... got the result and kept on walking and smiling... LOL!!! but who CARES!! haha.... Anyways... just to say to everyone... All the best for ur common test and Of cuz... good luck... Not here to update much cuz going to slp... some other days maybe.. KEKE... TA TA!!

Well... guess that is a DAMN, long time ever since i post a picture here... here you r! standing in front of ur laptop/desktop/watevertop... the BEFORE scene of Bing Ting's birthday BBQ at east coast... Some Gay and all dressed up.. Except Mr Kian Wee and Birthday MAN bing ting... LOL!! *note: What is the birthday boy holding in his hands?

War Being and Ended around less than 1 hour of fight and backfire...

Here you are! Half-naked in front of you. The Warlords of Die-NASTY... After tonnes of eggs, Flour, Chicken Organ, Oil, Vinegar, Sause and most of all... FUN!! haha...

From Left Backroll: Simon, Tian Yew, Jian Rong, Wei Long(holding blur shirt), Wilson (Behind wei long), Leon, ME OF CUZ, Kian Wee, Qian Er Brother, ASHTORIE!!

From left or right (does it matter?) Frontroll: SEAH BING TING!!! haha... birthday boy... keke..

Anyways.. haha... test tml.. LUCK!!! I NEED YOU AGAIN!!!

Mood: HAPPY! LICENCE!!!

Listening now: Fallen Into Obscurity - Absence of the Sacred

HAILS

100 Post! Congrats to myself!

2007-12-08T05:35:00.001+08:00

Updating now in this damned hour... It's 6am ppl! haha... But... who gives a shit damn right? LOL!! ok... basically just summarize the days together...

Driving test on the 11 Dec 2007
I can foresee a FAIL in my stupid driving sia... kena scold big time for the circuit driving and very blur throughout the lesson... was very very worried about it so i booked monday morning for the driving... Well.. let just hope that i could pass... haiz... damn worried...

Proteomic test : 12 Dec 2007, 9am to 10.30am
PSCT test (damn) : 13 Dec 2007, 9am to 10.30am
NS Medical check-up : 13 Dec 2007, 1pm

*now you see how pack is my next week's schedule... cham sia...

Tuesday 4 Dec - Was at home the whole day i guess....
Wednesday 5 Dec - Went to sch at 12pm till 6pm... TIRED!
Thursday 6 Dec - School from 8 to 12pm, late for driving and sux for it... DAMN!
Friday 7 Dec - Went to install microsoft in school with leon around 2pm and a 4 to 5pm talk for the day... WASTED!
Saturday 8 Dec - was studying with zhi fan, azmil and friends at hougang mac from friday 11pm to 5am.. LOL!

Yup, that's wat happening these days... uninteresting, non-productive and dumb...

For this 100 post for my blog. Got a special things to say to all of my friends out there...
A big THANKS for all the supports that you all gave me and the concern these few months... i know that few months wasn't the person that you all noe back den but yeah... things changed sometimes... Thanks to all my Ritz Carlton, Polytechnic, Secondary and even Primary school friends and other friends from all walks of life... Well... if there is a list of ppl who i wanted to thank that will be like endless... So yeah... Thanks you guys again and again... and thanks, to that one person who gave me a chance to love... Thanks you people...

Mood: Average
Listening now: damn birds noise which you hear in the morning
Condition: headaches

HAILS ALL! 100th post achieved!!!!!!

So Far, So Good... SO WAT!

2007-12-04T03:11:00.000+08:00

3 Dec 2007 (Monday)
Damn... slept at 3.30am and woke up at 6am... LOL!!! but still look energized... only for the time being i guess.. LOL... went to school as usual and did the practical thingky... 4 hours of lab and one hour of FYP and one hour of lunch with Leon, Gracie, Ned, Pamela and BF! haha... Well well.. still a cheerful lunch though... except grace a bit moodless? well well.. not sure wat happen though but when as wat i always said! Let the sad be happy and happy be happier... =D

Afterwhich go attend lecture and hell it was a sleepy one.. haha... for both proteomic and PSCT... stupid PSCT got another project coming up... damn sia... ok.. went straight home and nuar a bit and went to slp around 6pm... SUPPOSE to wake up at 8pm but in the end 10.30pm... as usual.. haha.. YEah! finally started my real time study from 11pm till now... which is 3am? hey.. 4 hours of continuous study hor! haha.. Anyways... good thing is.. no sch for tml cuz we choose to... LOL... good good...

Mood: Sux even though it is good..
Listening now: Megadeth - Last Rites/Loved to Death
Condition: Headache headache headaches...

Damned Life... HAILS ALL!

I'm Fine i guess, How are you too?

2007-12-02T04:19:00.000+08:00

Ok... Updating in this damn hour after Bing Ting's Birthday... keke... was a nice one though.. haha... OK! UPDATES!

30 Oct 2007 (Friday)
Last day of the weekday, probably the last day of our lab day... PROBABLY!... so... rushed our presentation through and yeah... it was the chim-est out of the other groups and yet we can still able to present something... Nice one dudes... (Kai lin, Elwin and Hans!) Afterwhich, fly down to Ritz for work and work until 3am.. Not much things to do... Sweat a lot during the operation hour... dunno y oso... last time dun have now sweat like hell.. Old already sia.. LOL!! okok.. so went back home and touch down around 4am... planning to study though but in the end, end up watching 'Secret' directed by Jay Zhou himself... was very touching and nice though.. haha... finally got to see this movie.. LOL!! ok.. next day!

1 Nov 2007 (Sat)
Woke up around 4pm, which is 2 hours later den wat i wanted to wake up for the timing... to study... but in the end.. yeah... continue the movie (Secret) that i haven't finished watching... by the time i watched finish... already 6.45pm and hell i'm late for Bing Ting's Birthday... Took a cab down, $16.00, which i was veri grumpy about... BUT!! i got myself a Marbolo(watsoever it is spelled) Light at the seat of the taxi for FREE!!! haha... but it is from indoesia though... BUT WHO CARES!! haha... brought the packet to the ppl and just hack it... LOL!! as long as it's free.. LOL!!

Eat, Talk, Play PSP, Laugh and CRAP! Lots of things happening during the hours of bbq-ing in east coast... Cut the cake, and finally... war zone... LOL!! was fast enough to run away but in the end still kana smelly eggs, oil, flour(which mainly makes up the age of my hair) and much much more... Went on a cab around 3.15am and the whole ass was wet la...(cuz i go wash ma.. nv bring extra clothing..) den now updating lor.. LOL..

BTW!! Happy Birthday to you Bing Ting... Hope all things looks great ahead of you and yeah! be loving and caring as always watever wherever you r with QE! haha...

Lots of things happened during these days though... With parents, friends, people and much much more... But well, if you noe me of cuz, i always kept quiet towards this type of things... True to say is not i dun wan to be involve, but i noe to keep quiet somehow is always the bestto solve the problem sometimes.. I hope all things will settle down asap and may all people who r sad be happy, all happy people to be even more happier...

Still the same, i can't practically stay at home somehow... it just makes me think too much out of nothing... Test is coming, i noe it is coming... but wat the hell is this thinking making me so shitty right now...

Mood: sux
Listening now: Silent
Condition: Headaches at the left brain and it is killing me...

As the title summarize all, which goes:
I'm Fine i guess, How are you too?

Drained...

2007-11-30T01:44:00.000+08:00

Not going to update these days cuz lots of things happened...

Sad, for the people who are sad...
Cry, for those who are sad...

Angry, becuz they are sad...
Thinking deeply, becuz those things are making them sad...

Tired, for they kept thinking of things that are sad...
Headache, for tiredness has cause them to be sad... again...

Sometimes i feel, i can't fucking stay at home... becuz that's where thinking too much of things happens...

Mood:
Listening now:
Condition: This headache will never go away, what happening to my brain!

Too perfect for the imperfection...

Not posting

2007-11-25T17:13:00.000+08:00

Not damn fucking posting this damned weeks or days...

HAILS 666

See you in 2 months buddy!!!

2007-11-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

OK! Back from my long sleeping and here to update... This is an update for one of my best friend of all time! It's none other den FABIAN!! OAR!! haha...

Just came back from cycling with him to geylang and makan yu tiao and mee sua! haha... Well.. there is of cuz Wei quan and Azmil who tagged along and went together... too bad Leon and Zhi fan weren't here due to some work, some sick... NVM! Had a long chat with them, long not say long... short not say short... well... watever... ok! chat with them at that famous 24 hour yu tiao shop at GAYlang... haha.. too bad that fabian needs to do his report and gonna wake up at 6am.. if not we would have cycled more... haha.. nvm...

Old memories man... from that moment you kicked my bottle during primary 2 until primary 4 same class with you and all the way till now... count... it's like damn bloody 12 years i noe you... LOL!! still going forever of cuz! haha.. angry at times, happy at times... but friends still at all times.. Chat together and you and other ppl had given me a lot of advise through and fro of my life... I'm glad to have you and you guys as my friends to walk me thru hard times...

This 2 months will be a great one for you i can foresee... keke... lots of chin chon chan shit from china.. keke... Go there, have fun and yeah! always go there and noe ur purpose of being there...! don't always late for anything like ur attachment.. haha... Cool... will like to have a chance to go aboard but i can't though.. haha.. like who cares rite? LOL!!

Ok la... enough of gayness... Shall see you on the 18 Jan 2008... By the time you come back, who noes we might had change, for the better rite? =D Hope you have a safe trip and be careful whenever, wherever and anytime.. =D DAMN THIS 2 MONTHS WILL BE FAST RIGHT? haha.. ok la.. dude.. take care dude.. =)

Counting down of the days you r coming back man! hehe... SAFE TRIP MY FRIEND!! OAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

23 Nov 2007

2007-11-23T00:35:00.001+08:00

23 November 2007 (Friday)
Well.. it doesn't seems to be a special day for you guys out there though but it's filled with meaning 24 hourly...

First of all... Happy Birthday to WAYNE!! haha... never forget ur birthday dude.. keke... Hope your 19th birthday will be a great one and yeah! best of best to watever you do dude! haha.. AND YAH! wish me all luck in passing my driving.. LOL!!! Nevertheless... Happiest birthday dude... =D CHEERS!

If you are watching this Xiao Wei! haha... Happy birthday to you too!! haha... Never forget this day oso sia... has been a long time le... keke... Hope ur 21st birthday will be a special one (of cuz) and everything you do! happy jiu hao!! haha... =D

Will be a normal day for as far as i noe... but will i be normal reacting on watever that is coming towards me for today...? I hope... What am i suppose to do?

Today... the day... i Wished, I Hoped, I Wondered...

Labbing

2007-11-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

Update first about today...

22 Nov 2007 (Thursday)
IS day... very very slack... not much things to do and hand up... Which was cool... lol... 8.30am class starts with a left-over presentation from last week... some debrief on the presentation and here we are... getting our next presentation so soon den the rest of the ppl taking WISP.. LOL!.. which was good... our group has been chosen for the topic 'Where did the german conscience go? - Germany - 1930-1944' which involve hitler blah blah blah... haha... further studies needed! keke...

10am... human comm... rather the same old things... nothing much of a different.. just very lazy for the lesson though... haha... afterwhich... went makan with phy and KL and go back to labbing... LOL!! labbing till like 7pm and went to makan at bishan with WX.. haha... Have to settle dinner outside cuz parents are not in Singapore... sianzed..

Mood:
Listening Now: Behexen - Beyond The Shadow Of My Lord

Hails! for now...

Damned Hour... Day coming nearer...

2007-11-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

Updates! Before i really forget...

21 Nov 2007 (Thurs)
OK! got to school around 10.30am and help phy with the gel loading of sample... never did much cuz she did all the gel making den i just load.. which is quite simple la.. sianzed.. NO HELP IN THE END THOUGH!! sianzed.. well... will try harder tml... =D

Load gel, went for makan with hans and elwin... didn't eat cuz eat at home a bit liao... Slack and went back to the lab to retrieve the gel photo... which was damn good la the photo... haha.. the bands are like damn bloody nice... haha... first time we have this type of good gel.. all thanks to phy and me me me! haha.. jkjk.. Gotten the gels photos... went for our tutorial... was rather a short one... next stop.. head to tutorial of PSCT... Was a presentation though.. lol... All the group did quite well ultimately... nothing much to say about the presentation but yeah! at least we did a great job can le.. LOL!!

Tutorial was unusually long, which was 2 hours and the lecture of PSCT commences at around 3.30pm.. haha.. 30min lecture on the summarize of the presentation... was dozing off that period of time.. LOL!! 4pm... Proteomics time! haha... quite a lot of laughter going on cuz the lecturer was a crazy but yet interesting one.. keke.. OK! dozing off is a must though... haha.. early release from proteo around 5.15pm den head all the way home to finish up my slping... LOL!!

Slept at around 7.30pm (damned hour)... supposingly if nothing happens, i will be slping until the next morning.. too bad was awaken by the alarm door bell my mother pressed.. haha.. nv blame her.. just fated to wake up though... haha... chatted online, phone and yeah... stoning every now and den... dunno wat to do cuz dun feel like doing anything.. LOL!! sianz diao... common test in 2 weeks later.. how to survive sia... sianz diao...

Parents are going aboard to Hong Kong till Sunday and yeah... 3 brothers in an hougang flat unit... LOL!! Parents are departing around morning 9am i guess... Well.. one more thing, FABIAN!! haha.. one of my best friend ever since primary sch... LOL!! he is going to fly! to beijing for his FYP on the sunday.. going to miss this buddy of mine... haiz... sianzed.. however! going to have a must have supper before you make ur journey to CHINA... LOL!! which is on the sat! yeah! haha... ain't sure i'm going to work on that day or not cuz dun feel like going back recently.. LOL!... Working + schooling = Sianz and Tired = Fall sick easily...

Tomorrow's TO BE DONE thingy:
- Bring laptop and slack for WISP
- Do PCR for FYP until siao...
- Basically i oso dunno wat to do.. maybe study? keke...

Driving on the Friday, with my PDL yet extended.. LOL... sianzed...
Hereby wishing my parents a safe trip and have fun! haha..
For those who are sick, pls take care. For those who are unhappy, pls cheer up.
For those who are sick and unhappy, Pls dial my hotline... Which i'm not going to list it here.

What will you say till the time comes... Awaiting...

Mood:
Listening: Insomnium - Mortal Share

I wished, I hoped, I wondered... but will it be?

hails?

Tired

2007-11-20T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hmm... Update now before i go do my work le.. =D

19 Nov 2007 (MONDAY)
Woke up of cuz, if not will be a dead man... No breakfast for me upon waking up... NvM! go to school with the bus trip full of stomach roaring(yes, i meant ROAR)... Buay Tahan-ness, went to SIM and had my breakfast... 2 egg, 2 toast and one take away TEA-O! song song.. LOL!! Den stupid monday... always the 5 hours of laboratory piss ppl off due to the long hour... damn... but well.. the practical was a short one for some, long one for some... until all finishes, already 12.30pm liao.. damn! Rain rain rain! So, walk with Leon to Canteen 2 and makan with the MONDAY MAKAN MADNESS CREW! but well... pamela wasn't there though... sianzed.. LOL!! ok nvm... has had a salty lunch, pancake and drink... cool... lots of laughter expected and yeah! The Return of Neddely..... 's voice... LOL!! Hmm... had a quick lunch and went to my LT for lect... AS EXPECTED... doze off in the mids of the 1 hour lect... ok! time to change LT for lect again... but the same thing fails not to happen again.. LOL!!

After sch, went to town with phy to sort of service the phone but in the end sianz a thousand, repairing the phone is just like having a new phone... yeah... the pricing sux.. LOL!! ok! head down to woodland to go to QX house for projecting! do do do, tv tv tv, do do do... and i wrapped a box! haha... did some finalization for printing and went off early... home at 11pm... nuar until 11.30pm and head to azmil's house area to pump my stupid tires for my bicycle... unfortunately! the sign for the air pump : Sorry, our air pump is out of service. Damn tu lan.. nvm... alternative! go to lorong ah soo to get my bike fixed... LUCKILY!! the uncle was closing but think is becuz he saw my brother's bike... he change the tires for me... THANKS UNCLE!! haha...

Ride to Geylang makan, talk and headed home around 4am... nuar until 5am and started doing the printing till 6am... sianzed....

20 Nov 2007 (Tuesday)
went to sch have lab till 7.30pm and zhao... here am i!! updating!

Mood:
Listening Now: Forgotten Tomb - Daylight Obsession

Let the sick be cured, Let the unhappy be happy

It's drawing nearer, what am i suppose to be....

Hails?

12am MONDAY!!

2007-11-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Between 18 to 19 Nov 2007
Well... haha.. went to makan at Sembawang with parents again... LOL!! has been awhile again since i'm with them cuz these days was rather busy... Working, Schooling, Projecting. Very very sucky semester this is. Went to eat out around 8.30pm to 10pm... haha... Started doing some school stuff at 1030pm till now... LOL... must chiong school work le.. crucial timing.. 6th week somemore.. sianzed..

Hmm.. Monday! haha... which is oso a long day for me cuz i'm doing project after my lecture at 4pm... not going to work though.. LOL!!.. working kills... these days especially... HAHA... okok... sooo... should be having my usual 5 hours emo lab starting from 8am... going to wake up damn bloody early which is like 5 hours later... LOL!! sianed... den the best part of monday is always the MMM (Monday Makan Madness) haha... Heading to canteen 2 this time... keke.. which is good... cuz i nv go there for a lot time le.. going to buy a damn pencil case at the NP-Co.. haha.. den come back for 2 hour lecture lor... LOL!!..

Tomorrow will be a long day so not going to update tml... i suppose.. LOL!!

Mood:
Listening Now: Gay Music

Awaiting...

hails?

Tonnes of Apologies to be made

2007-11-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

Well... Will like to say sorry to the project group of PSCT becuz i can't attend the meeting during saturday at 10am at CCK... Was damn bloody tired sia... work until veri late that day... Likewise for Sat, i work from 5pm to 7am... 7AM!! of cuz come home liao is dead beaten... haiz... Sorry Phy, Sorry QX... i will do Watever things that i can do this monday... SORRY!!!

16 Nov 2007 (Friday)
Driving at 9am right below my house... Cool... no need to go to eunos there and meet the uncle for driving... Driving was very good! haha... parking is like one short pass... LOL!! TP: 11Dec2007! haha.. Hope to pass that stupid TP so i dun need to waste money on it anymore... Onces and for all man... After driving, went to funan to get somethings (porch and cover) den head down to school...

Da Bao the Lunch and ate it outside the laboratory which looks kinda weird for me... SO! went to a isolated Staircase and have it.. LOL! makaned... FYP lab as usual and after which go and attend the talk for LSSS... SOrry phy once again for ps-ing you alone in the lab and go and work... was kinda late oso le.. haha...

Well.. the number of pax for the function indeed decreased and there's a number of taskforce being call off ever since the work has start.. sianz diao... lots of ppl sia... haiz.. Beth, kim choo and so on... OK! so worked until morning of cuz and got home damn late...

17 Nov 2007 (Sat)
Was going to meet up with phy and qx for the project... by the time i noe it, i slept until 9 plus le... feeling so headache and damn tired... i called phy and say i can't make it... Sorry phy and qx! this monday! ok? haiz.. ok... slept until the appropriate time to go to work... bought some things and went straight to work and makan... Well.. lots of ppl is working and cool! 5pm start work.. Was chosen for the OT until 4.30am... haha.. work work work work work.. non stop.. damn end up 4.30 is like too busy le... cannot 4.30am go home.. choose to stay on till 7am to help out cuz i'm not working on sunday... Work Work! den hired a taxi and went home... slept on the taxi... damn tired la.... haha... come home and slp around 8.45am...

Now the time is 7.45pm... which i just woke up not long ago... LOL!!...

For those who need to take care pls take care of urself! for those that i'm very sorry to, i'm real sorry!

Mood:
Listening now: Dimmu Borgir - Eradication Instincts Defined (orchestral version)

Days are drawing closer...

hails?

Titled

2007-11-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

14 Nov 2007 (Wed)
Wasn't quite a present day to start off becuz nearly overslp... nothing much happen today cuz it is just pure 12pm to 6pm full of lessons... Nothing special happen today but early home... kind of thinking... The more i stay at home, the more things will come out from my brain... Well.. Nothing happen as i said... Properly some good thing that happen today is that i brought the topman bag to sch and yeah! lots of comments from friends but hello! it is purely from topMAN ok! right ivan? LOL!

but something happened in the late nite, which i myself can't believed that i've done it.. wat a man hardly do... phy i guess you noe wat i'm trying to say...

15 Nov 2007 (thurs)
Arrived in sch around 7.30am.. ppl were all late, even the lecturer to my amazed.. lesson starts at round 8.15am but this lesson was purely presentation... a 35% one.. haha.. done the presentation.. was a so so one.. with aid of phy, KL and darren.. i think you guys did a great job... for me.. haha.. i will try harder next time! =)

Ate at canteen 1 with phy... saw gracie(grace, haha.. like to call it that way), wendy and friends! haha.. sry that i nv chat much with you guys cuz haha.. was rather restless at that point of time... SORRY GRACIE!.. keke.. ok! the toughest shit me and phy even done... haha... go to the lab at around 10.30am and ended at 6.30pm... NON STOP ACTION ON THE LAB SIA! haha.. which was quite an achievement becuz our gels for PCR turns out to be good good good! haha.. GOOD JOB PHY! haha.. Went to town with leon... and sorry to drag you to town dude.. cuz i just can't be alone these days, yeah.. these days.. =D home at last and touch down at 11pm...

Best of luck to E for test for tml!

7 days counting from now...

you are not a let down to me right from the start.

I hope, i wish, i wonder...

hails?

Back!

2007-11-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Well well.. Being very very very busy busy busy these days! haha... Sometime mind me ar, for bo char you all when talking... haha.. Is just that too much things to think le... sch work, etc.. LOL!! nevertheless! UPDATES!

FIRST of all:
Resolution Achieved?
1. Get back to my sch work as soon as possible cuz a lot of projects to deal with.
Starting to slowly of cuz.. LOL!! going full speed this week!
2. Kick off bad habits.
Yeah! first attempt today!! Leon you should noe! haha...
3. Sleep more often.
YEAH!! from merely 3 hours to 6 hours.. got increase hor.. today going to slp 10 hours i swear!
4. Be myself.
i am who i am!
5. Not going to blog this days.
TOO BAD, not achieved!

12 Nov 2007 (man(in chinese meaning slow) day)
Well well... Go to sch (but of cuz...) den den den... den slp on the bus till sch lor... attend stupid lab which have 2 times 3 hours break.. haha... sianzed.. nv went for early lunch though cuz meeting gracie, ned, pam and leon for lunch at PINES(alumni la).. 12.15pm... rushed to the PINES to go chop a place first.. haha.. around 1255pm like that the ppl all came! haha.. good good... start makaning, lot of crap... laugh till siao of cuz and not forgetting the green tank! haha.. The red tank is always better den the green tank! ahha... Eat till like until 2pm.. den zhao to lecture.. awake for the whole lecture and cool! haha...

SURPRISED! haha... from E who came all the way from all over the island to my sch, ngee ann poly just to pass me the present for our one month! Stun and happy of cuz for everything! A Topshop slang bag(well... properly going to use it on wed! LOL) and NUM green shirt! haha... well.. i guess it's time to change myself le! haha... LEON!! WAIT FOR ME!! i'm changing my image real soon! haha... Nevertheless again, thanks for E! for making my manday soooooooo surprised(really i do) and happy.. keke.. still on the bus looking stunned.. LOL!!

Thanks Gracie! for being part of the surprise behind the sence... keke.. and most properly LEON! thanks for keeping the secret of not telling me that E is coming ar! or else you kena disown liao i will be veri guilty one... keke... Once again... thanks E for the presents for our one month! Gonna learn how to bring it to sch... LOL!! which i'm going to bring the bag on wed! keke... Thanks all for making my manday a wonderful one.. keke.. Gracie! haha... that bag is a really long pencil case sia!! HAHA.. =D Happy Happy!

Got to town and scrolled... got home around 11pm... izzit or not ar? haha.. forgot le.. keke...

13 Nov 2007 (Tu day)
FYP... haha.. first thing... mother forget to wake me up! haha... end up in lab around 11am.. sorry phy! did lots of stuff for the whole day... den went to No Signboard at Esplanade(spelling?) to attend wei long's birthday! btw dude.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! 19 LIAO HOR! club one year enough liao ma? LOL!! Got home around 12am after the birthday makan.. LOL!!

Mood now: Average!
Listening now: Dissection - Night's Blood

IMAGE CHANGING!! SOON?

slow, but i'm realising what's wrong with me now....

HAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Resolution

2007-11-11T04:26:00.000+08:00

1. Get back to my sch work as soon as possible cuz a lot of projects to deal with.

2. Kick off bad habits.

3. Sleep more often.

4. Be myself.

5. Not going to blog this days.

Mood:
Listening now: Burzum - En Ring Til Aa Herske
Feel:
Condition: (Fill in the blank)

I am who i was.

This stops right here!

HAILS

Long day again...

2007-11-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

9 Nov 2007 (Friday)
Well... feeling so blur and tired today... LOL... which wasn't so good of cuz... Well, reached sch around 7.30am den start FYP till 4pm... LOL!! siao siao sia... den afterwhich got LSSS talk for one hour... Head to town on my own (solo again) to check something out... Check already head straight home... Bo liao rite? LOL!!

Feeling so sick and giddy all these days and yeah... going to be more drained tomorrow cuz workin in the morning 7am... have to wake up at 5.15am, which is not a good thing.. LOL!! Sorry Darling for not talking too much cuz sore throat sia... sianzed..

Mood: Sux though...
Listening now - Burzum - Key to the Gate
Feel: to see her!
Condition: you name it, i think i have it...

Well.... Sick sick sick... broke broke broke... stress stress stress... everywhere is pumping stress into me... fucking sianz..

sliaH!
Hails!

Love ya always...

i'm not my old self anymore... i'm changed from bad to worst... foolish me...

Damned, Emptiness.

Coming close to a weekend...

2007-11-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

Well.. Decided to blog so that today cuz tml will be a long day.. LOL!!

09 November 2007 (Fried-day)
It's a Fried-day, cuz supposingly having a talk at 4pm to 5pm... the whole day no lesson ya noe! haha... sianzed... friday should be a great day for us... like that burn off le.. sianzed.. okok... so going to wake up at 5.3oam den go to sch which the time now is 12am.. LOL!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIE! MAY ALL WONDERFUL THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU AND HAVE A SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY!!! YOU ARE NOW ALLOW TO WATCH SEVENTEEN THAT MAGAZINE! HAHA..

Haha.. sooo... To do list for tml...
- Go to the lab and do extraction for DNA for those growth on the medium
- go for the talk of cuz, which is a must...
- not to work
- Miss her and love her(not only for tml only ar!)

Well well... seems like tml will be a looooooooooooong day for a loooooooooooooong man again.. LOL!!

Mood: With her, everything is happy! HAPPY also for the 17th birthday gracie!
Listening now: Megadeth - Hangar 18
Feel: like seeing her right now!
Condition: Unavoidable headaches, Cough, Flu

Hope that i could talk more often to darl cuz these days like very busy for us... haiz... stupid timing.. when she busy i not busy... likewise for vice versa.. sianzed.. Darl! Love to you is only getting more no less every single day! 3 more days to one month with you!

Hails to all! Appreciate the blackest art!

Woot! holiday at last... SLP!!

2007-11-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

07 Nov 2007 (Wed)
Woke up at 10.30am and feeling restless still after 9 hours of slp... damn it, dunno wat happen to me sia... tired so fast... Went to sch at 12pm until 6pm... attend 2 tutorials, 2 lectures, all in a different damn bloody lecture hall/room... damned.. After 6pm.. chiong home and bath and get changed and go to celebrate Grace's early birthday at bugis Fish n Co... LOL!! See... i noe how to pian magic rite? LOL!! Well.. Happy 17th Birthday to you gracie! haha.. happy always and yeah! Monday Makan Mania rox! haha...

Rushed down from bugis to town to meet darling, wilson, aldrin, kim, huston, zi yang to go club... well.. firstly go to zouk... so many ppl... damn... cabs down to MOS... the crowd was ok... so ok lor.. went in.. damn sianz la... sticky and sweaty and congested like hell.. i suppose hell wasn't so bad compare to that of MOS's smoove... Well.. Darling's first time clubbing... seen so tired after we went out from the smoove and darl was so tired sia... can't blame... long day and little slp... painful heels somemore... zzzZZZ... cabs down to darling's home after that to my house... take care lots darl! reached home around 4.30am den slack till 6am cuz can't slp though...

8 Nov 2007 (Thursday holiday! DEEPAVALI!)
Thought can slp until veri late.. in the end woke up at 12pm den head to eunos MRT to learn driving... haiz.. tired sia... after which den go home lor.. of cuz... Sorry darl can't help you book the slot you wanted for this sat and next sat... too late already sia... haiz... ok.. update till here..

Mood: Happy with her of cuz!
Listening now: Creed - One Last Breath
Feel: Missing her already!
Condition: Sore Throat, Running Nose, Headaches, Giddy, Sleepy, Fever going to come i guess..

Still wondering wanna work for tml or not... need to stay in house leh... damn sianz... cuz sat working at 7am... haiz... darl's not working somemore.. sianzed... SUNDAY is free for me! haha... planned to study like im now... now? LOL!!

Beyond words to let you noe that how much i love ya darling!

HAILS!!!

Long FYP day

2007-11-07T00:22:00.000+08:00

6 Nov 2007 (Tuesday)
Reached school around 7.30am and went to makan at SIM canteen... was like awaken at around 530am... tired sia... LOL... Ok... so start my FYP project like from 8am till like 6pm.. well of cuz in between got slack all these la.. LOL... Darl lesson was like from 9 to 6pm... which was a long day for her though.. Met up with her in sembawang at 8pm den down to AMK find KIM... den end up in town buying Darl's Shoes... keke.. finally and luckily got one after choosing lots... den went around, wondering around den cab down to sembawang back... Darl was so sleepy and tired.. take care ya! Ok... simply that's all for today i guess..

Properly going to slp first rather den doing the quiz and stupid report for IL-2... this pain is killing me... Still wondering how could i still work for this sat's OC... properly not thinking of friday...

Mood: GOOD
Listening: Megadeth - Take no Prisoners
Feel: eLiZaBeTh!
Condition: 2 weeks of Lower abdomen pain, Headache, Flu

I LOVE YOU DARLING!!!

HAILS TO ALL!... FIGHT THE PAIN!

Damn highlighter!

2007-11-05T18:49:00.001+08:00

Stupid highlighter for ruining my Crumpler bag!! wah lao.. y you low ink... make my bag so yellow in the inside... apart from that... STUPID PENCIL CASE!! if you dun have so many damn useless holes den things like that wun happen... going to change you i swear! ok... UPDATES!

5 Nov 2007 (Monday blue?)
Hmm... Woke up at 5.30am... rush here rush there.. den get into my father's lorry(happy lorry! for giant family!) with my eldest brother cuz he going back to reservice... den... the whole trip was like raining raining and and... rainning lor... reached boon lay there makan, den go pray, den go to brother's camp, den to my sch... Oh my, it's like 8.15am when i reached sch... rush rush rush... rushed to class and found out that i'm quite early as compared to other ppl... LOL!! heng ka lao sai... class ended early for the first time, like 10am? LOL!! cool man... went to makan with hans and elwin den meet up with lee yang, Gracie and NED! haha.. cool man... Went to megabite to eat, for them that is cuz i has had early lunch liao.. LOL!! of cuz... laughters and craziness throughout the lunch... lol... HAPPY! part ways and went to lect... damn... lend ipod from elwin but still could slp in the end.. damn... need to slp more le.. if not like that xia qu... byebye to good GPA... class ended at 4pm den took bus and zhao home...

Darling no sch today cuz she pon... haha.. quite worthless to go to sch though... 2 hour lect which can study at home one.. LOL!! german class oso cancel due to somethings happen to the teacher's child... so she sleep, slept, sloop(only appear in the language of Leonard)... LOL!! slept until like 4.30pm den call me.. haha.. predicted she will overslept cuz darl meeting her friend to buy something in town.. now have to pei brother to go and buy shoes at causeway.. keke...

Mood: good... GOOD!!!
Listening now: Anorexia Nervosa - The Drudenhaus Anthem
Feel: missing her already!
Condition: sleepy?

LOVE YA DARL!! =D

O Roy des cieux et Seigneur des Seigneurs
O ange des anges, toi que craignent tous les hommes en silence
Je suis l'ineffable et ton bras vengeur
L'unique salut de ce monde profane et sans grace
by: Anorexia Nervosa - The Drudenhaus Anthem

HAILS!

UP 2 DAYS! (updates)

2007-11-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

Ok! without further delay... UPDATES!!

3 Nov 2007
Woke up at 3.15pm and was going to meet up with GF to go to work together... She took a cab down from Sembawang and i MRT-ed down to serangoon MRT so that it is cheaper or something.. LOL... so met up with her in the cab and to marina sq we go!... THANKS DARLING for the concern that you've shown by making the lemon honey drink for me cuz i'm like having a sore throat... LOVE YA TO THE FULLEST! haha... Sorry for not have QC(Quality Check) on the bottle i bought.. will do QC next time i buy something! haha... okok... reached MS around 4.45pm which was quite late for the work cuz suppose to come in at 5pm... dinner until 5.30pm and rush to ritz cuz siew siew sms saying the four of us (aldrin, gf, Kim and me la..) when changed finished our uniform go meet khor... Well.. definitely in deep shit... but haiz... sianzed... Got some saying from khor to me and aldrin and i was forced to work OT till 3.30am... Sorry darling and thanks for understanding... GF worked until 12am cuz too tired... den can't send her off cuz tio aim le.. LOL... in the meantime... rushed to wash the pink bottle and made a honey water for GF... and gave it to her of cuz, cuz she's is like coughing these days... bad bad bad... take care wor.. ok.. so darling reached home and i did until 3.30am and went home... reached at 4.30am and slept at 5.30am...

4 Nov 2007 (sunday)
Woke up at 12.30pm... not late but was rushing to meet up darling, aldrin and kim for studying... reached changi airport at 1.30pm den eat there... eat until 3pm (long sia) den decided to go to aldrin house to study cuz no electrical plug for laptop using... did until like 7pm den rush down to town to meet wilson, kian pong, cherlyn for dinner... dinner till 8.30pm den walk walk the whole town... took a bus with darling, aldrin and kim 167 back to darling's house... send darling home and cab home cuz of the stupid rain... well... darling call me to take a cab oso though... so ok la.. rain.. you not stupid ok? lol... lame.. take care wor and don't fall sick tml ok?

Mood: VERY GOOD
Listening now: Puddle of Mud - Blurry
Feeling: HER HER HER!!! ELIZABETH!!
Condition: Sleepy

Sorry darling was tired after working ytd so today a bit sleepy... and also... LOVE YOU LOTS AND TAKE GOOD CARE WOR... MISSING YOU EVERYDAY, EVERY MINUTES AND EVERY SECONDS!!! =D THANKS for ur mum's homemade dessert (duno how to spell), it was NICE!! haha... Sworn to make something nice next time for you... LOL!!! keke...

HAILS ALL!!!

Never Felt so GOOD!

2007-11-03T15:40:00.000+08:00

Slp SLp SLP!!! NEVER FELT SO GOOD! haha... Slept from 5.30am to 3.15pm... GOOD!! finally got an above 9 hour slp.. LOL... ultimately still going back to work later.. LOL.. sianzed.. haha... SOOO!! meeting gf soon and go work! BYE ALL!! HAILS!!!

Things to do on 4 Nov:
- Human Comm.
- Flowchart
- Verniculture Project
- IS project
- Probably Study?

Mood: GOOD!
Listening now: Malevolentia - Les Saveurs de la Mort
Feel: GREAT!
Condition: AWAKEN! coughing still... LOL!!

666

Finally, i foresee long sleeping hours....

2007-11-03T04:52:00.000+08:00

YES! long sleeping hours... i miss you so much... come to me! Throw me to dream and dream in the dream and etc.. LOL... Well.. watever.... haha...

2 November 2007 (Friday)
Slept at about 4am if i'm not wrong... Woke up at 10.15am and found that it is kinda late... Sorry Phy, my project partner, that i nv did much for today... i wrote out an outline of wat to do and wt to prepare le... we shall do everything on tuesday ok!? =D Ok... did some discussion with a business sch guy and kl qx with the IS human com.. haha... discuss till 1pm den go makan... makaned and go back to lab to continue with some lab stuff till 4pm.. went to the talk at LT 79... damn man.. was a wasteful one... slept thru it of cuz.. den rush to work... went to sakae bought GF sushi to eat... poor thing sia.. until 6pm den need to rush down to work with laptop... damn... wish i was there at least to carry for her or something..

Work work... report at work at 6.30pm, well... totally blur or everything cuz event was quite complicated though... sianzed... GF report at 8pm... she was energetic in the event but was tired was the guest dancing... WELL!! at least tml starts 5pm... rest more wor GF! Event was a great success of cuz, nothing special happen though... LOL!! GF took the bus home at 1am, i stayed for the OT at 3am... Hmm... she probably too tired le, forgot to message me.. haiz... i got home of cuz at around 4am den updating now lor.. lol...

Hmm.. yet to book for tml though... well... Gf tell me not to work tml morning so work the same timing with her lor... lol... Gf... cheer up these days! I believe that i/we can see the real smile coming from you and happy always... CONQUER THE MOOD SWING! i will be there for you always...

MOOD: =D
Listening now: Nickleback - Far Away
Feel: So miss her still!
Condition: Bruises and sleepiness...

HAILS dudes!

LOVE YA ELIZABETH!

Updates!!!! episode 3

2007-11-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. updates updates!!! =D

1 Nov 2007 (Stupid Thursday)
Stupid idiot spastic November had just started! Nothing much this month though... just feel like saying this is a stupid month.. haha... Well! This month ar? planning to..... Study! WOrk! AND SLP!! haha... haven't catch some good slp ever since the stupid teeth starts the infection... damn... OH! keep on track... Woke up at 6am... feel damn energetic cuz i woke up on my own though... slept at 11pm the day before cuz i really buay tong.. haha... Sorry gf for not waiting for you to got home!! Well as i mention, the water bottle i bought le! cuz got sore throat den temptation to buy la.. sorry sia.. sorry cuz you say that 'ni mai le ni jiu si ding le...' But thanks oso for having thought of buying one for me and noe i will go for the same one... Thanks GF!! love ya lots! okok... continue.. too drifted away... okok... woke up at 6am(few sentences ago say liao), board the freezing ice colded bus at 6.30am and reaches sch at 7.30am which was quite early for a 8am class.. watever... the whole bus trip surprisingly i nv slp sia... cool.. haha.. den went to attend the IS modules... i nv slp thru out!! GOOD!! was quite attentive for the whole 4 hours of lecture... haha... good good...

OK!.. was let off at 11.30am... chiong to learn driving at eunos... Sorry qiu xia, KL and wei xin... probably hans and elwin for pang seh you guys for lunch... Drove circuit today at the Comfort Driving Center... was quite interesting, not much of problem though... haha.. good good.. Stupid TP is at damn bloody 11 Dec 2007... REMEMBER GUYS!! pass fail i will say one! don't worry!.. haha... heard that mich!! =D anyways.. congrats for passing.. =D

Learn until like 3.15pm den rush to bugis to work... bugis?... no la.. still part of ritz carlton.. but OC.. haha.. leon took my ezlink to exchange for pass and vouncher so i go there to work can le.. lol.. worked until like 11pm... everything went smoothly as usual... den go makan at makansutra till 12am... in time to board the bus and now home and updating lor..

MOOD: GOOD!
Listening now: Dissection - Beyond the Horizon
MISSING HER OF CUZ, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER TML
Condition: Better now

Hmm.. guess that gf is not in the mood these days cuz the blog shows a lot of things happen to her... well.. Be strong and let tml be a happy day for you sweetie! ok? don't worry, i will always be there for you...

LOVE HER!

666 hails 666
666 Hails 666
666 HAILS 666

Updates!!!! episode 2

2007-10-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hohoho... MerrY your head ar... LOL.. one more month to X'mas after tml when the new month come by.. which is officially eating some bird's season... (well... you guys sure noe wat i'm mentioning...) LOL... update!!!

30 Oct 2007 (Tues la)
Hmm... went to the lab around 9.30am... cuz i go and print something that's y 9am.. lol... 7.30am board the bus, GF called and say she is still veri early to even start sch... haha... i'm like veri late though.. LOL... but who cares? it is free and easy FYP timing... but got lots of stuff to do though... went to the lab, was totally devastated cuz of the lack of slp.. lol... after the lab work around 5.30pm, chiong to work place and work till 2am... was rather energetic during operation hours... think the body clock turns its time to nite le.. LOL... as mention, OT till 2am.. the whole nite was raining which was good... went home... did some work... research and presentation slides... which was rather half hearted cuz of the tiredness.. tried to do the report but i dun understand a single shit out of that... sorry guys for copying ur things... gonna work harder next time.. for me that is of cuz...

31 Oct 2007 (Wed TODAY la)
Woke up at 10.15am, rose up from the bed and put my feet on the floor and stand up(dumb sentence)... walk to the bathroom and ..... and brush my teeth and wash my face, mouth... off laptop, pack bag, rush to bus stop take a bus to sch... LOL... 12pm lesson but i dunno the venue... And something more stupid is that i actually went randomly to that place and walk around the correct classroom and asked darren where is that place... saw wei xin went heading back to the lift and she is like pointing over that side.. LOL... it is the classroom i have been scrolling like 10mins... LOL.. tutorial... rather a sleepy one.. LOL..den LSSS... no presentation... was like wtf la... prepare le den next one is me den call it a day... zzzZZZ... went to lecture until 6pm... head to vivo city to buy something... took a 61 bus and slept thru till vivo... 7pm sia.. LOL.. scroll there... and bought the thing i wanted... headed home and gf called when i'm on my way back.. keke... YEAH!! saw qi zhu and her friend at the vivo city kopitiam eating... joined them to eat cuz i was like alone eating myself... LOL... chat along and yeah.. haiz.. ritz carlton like getting lesser ppl le... keep on banning ppl... sianzed.. right 7 pig? LOL... ok.. home le.. updated le... and and and.....

MOOD: GOOD GOOD GOOD
LISTENING NOW: DISSECTION - BLACK DRAGON
MISSING HER!
CONDITION: BETTER BUT STILL COUGHING! HEADACHE... LACK OF SLP!

HAILS PPL!!!
Tohu Tehom Theli Than Leviathan Tanin'iver Taninsam!

LOVE YA EEE!!! =D

Updates!!!!

2007-10-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

26 Oct (friday)
Went to work straight after the LSSS which was purely dumb... GF got work on the friday so oso work on that day lor... lol... reported at 6.30pm den work on to like 8 plus to wait for gf to report... was late due to traffic... luckily she ate already... Den all of us were chosen for OT... cool... Too bad i go throw away the Pancake i bought for her in the evening cuz i thought she nv eat den come work... so she was like cannot eat for the supper... bad bad... was a normal day but unusual hour until 4am... everyone was tired and went home... normal day.. nothing much happen... bought gf a milo and off she went with the cab in a harsh...

27 Oct (sat)
Was about to go and seek a doc... think twice... the doc will say the same thing, so must as well dun waste the money and do watever i think i'm supposed to do... last min booking and report at 7pm... slept previously from 6am to 5pm... shiok... but was sick... coughing all along... damn sianz.. feverish in the morning but was OK in the evening... Did OT till 4am and stayed IN house.... brought all the necessary and go there stay over.. Was going to chiong the next morning 8am working but gf say dun so chiong.. ok lor.. haha.. 10.30am! haha... brought my homework over to ritz and did it on the hardwork cafe.. haha... officially slept at 6.45am...

28 Oct (sun)
Woke up at 10am... felt zombie-ed and went to brush up and head to work... first thing i see on the floor plan... serve VIP... sianz diao la... send a zombie to serve a minister.. in the end.. dunno wat i'm doing throughout the lunch.. haha.. but at least nv crop up.. too bad gf wasn't working.. cuz she got german quiz test on the next day... but luckily i found one replacement just in time... THANKS TAMMI! haha... will repay ur kindness somedays! haha.. Turn over after the lunch... great success.. fast enough to be release to go makan... lol... wear my tux and go chiong work again.. lol.. was smooth enough... work OT till 1am and took a cab home with leon, fab and jie wen cuz leon felt tired..

29 Oct (Mon)
Never slp though... touch up my homework... den end up nv slp lor... Head to sch as usual with bus... message gf and just about to reach the third bus stop.. i doze off liao.. lol... all the way to ngee ann poly there.. good good.. luckily nv slp too much, just in time.. lol.. reach the SIM canteen.. bought somethings to eat and drink and worn the labcoat... gf called... she was late and rush down with cab... lol.. sianz diao.. german quiz was a success from wat she said.. cool... lol... had my lesson until 4pm... slept everywhere, anytime.. lol... Met up with NEDDELY, GRACE, PAMELA and LEON for lunch.. lol... have a great chat at megabite and well... too tired to joke around though.. lol... after lunch went to lect... slp... LOL... received called from GF just right after my last lect ended... so zhun sia.. lol... *Went down from the 74 bus and just nice at the bus stop to wait for bus to town... reached plaza sg within half an hour and met up with GF, JIA LING and JOYCE... lol...* Scroll around part of plaza sg and decided to go to town.. have lots of fun and they bought their stuffs... for CHARMAINE, whose birthday is like on the 30 Oct... though i nv see you in real life before... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha... 17th birthday ya? haha... after which, part ways from joyce and board the north-south line to send GF home with jia ling too, who stays at admiralty? lol... both of them slept thru the mrt journey... for me? oso almost doze off... haha.. super tired... lol.. alight at sewbawang(but of cuz) and jialing continue on to admiralty mrt... reached home around 10pm though... lol.. done a lot of article reading and went to slp around 1am...(UPDATED at 31/10/07!!! haha...) <--- gf's flavour colour? LOL

Mood: High (never slp for like 40 hours le... zombie-nated..)
Listening now: Gay chinese songs..
Missing: her always!
Conditon: Haywired brain, coughing, headache.............

Love ya gf lots!! 18 days with you! haha...

Not forgetting... HAILS and stay 666.... lol...

Sick days.... like so f up...

2007-10-27T17:00:00.000+08:00

Sick, So sick... don't feel like seeing a doc, cuz the ans is always the same... damn... Gf oso sick... wah lao.. sick world... stupid sickness... faster go away... so i can go work.. she can go study... haiz... damn! Hope she is OK! cuz she got test these days... Hope that i can find the replacement... shit la... think i need to go down to ritz to deal with this shit... T_T

Nothing happen these days... so yeah... blog NOT!!

Mood: Moderate?
Listening: Megadeth - Hangar 18
Condition: Sick, Cough, Sore throat, slight feverish... damn..

nevertheless.. HAILS!!!

The Nothingness Post

2007-10-25T17:24:00.000+08:00

Looks like God is driving me to a corner of nowhere... How i hope that i could trust you...

What you bring to me, is pure emptiness and pain....

HAILS 666

Love ya lots gf gf gf!

GF birthday over...

2007-10-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

Well... Went for her birthday today and ya, she seems happy as usual with her friends all around.. What's more can i do? Giving the wrong presents and making things worst... fucked...

I noe that saying a thousand sorry is useless to make things up like these.. just want you to enjoy ur birthday though.. I just couldn't think of anything better to give... i'm so stupid not to figure out what's the thing that you wanted... so stupid.. i'm trying hard to think these days but i was rather busy working or tired.. Forgive me, for how stupid and dumb i could be...

Nevertheless... hope you have a happy 18th birthday and yeah! Happy days, months, years ahead!!

22 Oct (Monday)
Went to sch as usual, but never slp and go to sch again... how many days has pass just like these without slping... Went to school yeah, Doze off at lab and never did that 10% assignment.. damn it... how could i forget this type of thing... Copied phy's work... felt very bad about it... SORRI PHY!! was giddy, sleepy, sick...

Went to makan with Grace, Neddely and PAMELA for lunch! haha.. hell lots of laughter again... NEW RECRUITMENT!! PAMELOOOOO!! haha.. welcome to the Monday Lunch Laughter Team... ahha... Lots of fun during the one hour break... Have had chicken chop which neddely and pamela bought for me and grace... thanks a lot! haha.. den help them buy the Bubble tea... Starts from the stupid small pearl... trimming of the pearl to become small small one.. LOL.. and lots of disgusting FACT i made out... lol... PENGUIN TOO!! even the small packet of tissue paper i oso dun let off.. LOL....

Separate ways we went.. me as usual.. to the top of the hill and attend the one hour lecture... was attentive but still doze off in the last few minutes.. LOL... went to lecture 68B and have PSCT... lesson wasn't so bad... understandable...

After the lesson, went to town around 4pm with leon.. look out for somethings to buy for her... End up nv buy anything cuz still undecisive... went to MS and met up with fabian, jie wen... scroll around MS and still yet nothing.... ok... nvm.. report to work at 7pm... was totally devastated... no voice, no mood, totally not the day to work... work till 2am... den taxi home...

23 Oct (Tuesday) *impt
Which was today! Elizabeth's birthday.. I was sick in the morning and felt feverish... nv bother to check the stupid degree and sms phy that i couldn't come.. sorry phy... for everything... Glad to have you as my FYP partner.. haiz... slept from 4am to 3.30pm... Feel that the time slp still not enough... felt feverish still... took a bath and rush down to town and get the stuffs ready.. Bought Chocos, Hp charm and the Birthday cake...

Stupid swensen for disallowing outside food to be brought in... go change ur fucking (nv say bad word but i typed them... lol) management la... Elizabeth need to reach sembawang by 10.30pm.. becuz of that outside food they say, it delayed.. sorry gf.. for the time delayed.. Part ways and and and... that's all...

Stupid me for not being sensible... Stupid me for not being smart enough... Stupid me for being so useless... stupid me.... totally Stupid...

Mood: -Blank-
Listening now: Dissection - Dark Mother Divine
Feeling: missing her lots..
Condition now: Feverish, Coughing, Sore Throat, Swollen Eyes, Sleepy but dun feel like slping, Headache......

Haiz... Practical and Obvious... is it so fucking hard for you to figure out huh Leonard.... dumb you...

333 <--- half evil... hails...

GF's BIRTHDAY!

2007-10-23T03:26:00.000+08:00

Haha.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ELIZABETH!!!... haha.. sori can't be there to celebrate every single moment with you due to working... sorry... well.. hope the swensen will be a good celebration and yeah! of cuz a happy one for you... lots of love to ya!

Will combine the update together somedays cuz i think i'm going haywire due to lack of slp and in sick condition...

Mood: Happy for her
Listening now: Dissection - Night's Blood
Feeling: to see her right away!
Condition: Sore throat, Flu, Headache, body aches. Eventually these will lead to fever i suppose... which please! i dun wan... at least after this important day............!

HAILS!

4 Days of chiong to Ritz, Still to come!

2007-10-22T02:44:00.000+08:00

Haha.. slacky day though... work from 6pm (late cuz lam nuar) to 12am (never OT cuz lam nuar)... partly is becuz of lam nuar, other den that is becuz of going to sch tml... dun feel like going to sch sleepy or watsoever... But i guess i will still slp though.. LOL.. sianz diao.. Well.. going to work tml still, 7pm or later cuz they all lack of manpower.. nvm lor.. go work work.. haha... Well.. should update the list of next weeks booking again...

This coming week:
Mon (new) - 7pm
Wed (new) - 7.30pm
Fri - 7pm
Sat - still considering...
Sun - 10.30am

Woohoo.. lots of working days rite?... this week again, is another hell week.. sianz... okok.. UPDATE!!

21 Oct (sunday)
Was very tired after 7 hours of slp though... Awaken, chat with gf online cuz she going to town... by right going to have sakae with her parents in the end not... hmm.. she bought a watch too! haha... well.. went to the town earlier as for me... to go for window shopping.. haha.. met up with wei long and leon... den scroll the whole town a while den go to marina sq to meet up with fabian and jie wen... decided to be late by 30min from work.. we scroll part of marina sq.. haha..

Went to work... a bit lam nuar.. just only waiting for the time to hit 12am and all zhao... nothing much happen today for the indian wedding except that it starts late and end veri late... so i decided not to OT.. LOL.. after 12am.. went to makan sutra to eat with jie wen, wei long and fabian.. ahha... den head on to the 1am bus and zhao!

Thanks to the ppl who came out with the help but i really can't accept it even though i need it... just like me pass this week and everything will be fine.. ok? thanks a lot guys... =D

AND HMM!!! someone's birthday is on tomorrow.. wonder who she is!? Hahah... anyways... celebration at swensen... hope all can come.. LOL...

HAILS!