Well... Went for her birthday today and ya, she seems happy as usual with her friends all around.. What's more can i do? Giving the wrong presents and making things worst... fucked...
I noe that saying a thousand sorry is useless to make things up like these.. just want you to enjoy ur birthday though.. I just couldn't think of anything better to give... i'm so stupid not to figure out what's the thing that you wanted... so stupid.. i'm trying hard to think these days but i was rather busy working or tired.. Forgive me, for how stupid and dumb i could be...
Nevertheless... hope you have a happy 18th birthday and yeah! Happy days, months, years ahead!!
22 Oct (Monday)
Went to sch as usual, but never slp and go to sch again... how many days has pass just like these without slping... Went to school yeah, Doze off at lab and never did that 10% assignment.. damn it... how could i forget this type of thing... Copied phy's work... felt very bad about it... SORRI PHY!! was giddy, sleepy, sick...
Went to makan with Grace, Neddely and PAMELA for lunch! haha.. hell lots of laughter again... NEW RECRUITMENT!! PAMELOOOOO!! haha.. welcome to the Monday Lunch Laughter Team... ahha... Lots of fun during the one hour break... Have had chicken chop which neddely and pamela bought for me and grace... thanks a lot! haha.. den help them buy the Bubble tea... Starts from the stupid small pearl... trimming of the pearl to become small small one.. LOL.. and lots of disgusting FACT i made out... lol... PENGUIN TOO!! even the small packet of tissue paper i oso dun let off.. LOL....
Separate ways we went.. me as usual.. to the top of the hill and attend the one hour lecture... was attentive but still doze off in the last few minutes.. LOL... went to lecture 68B and have PSCT... lesson wasn't so bad... understandable...
After the lesson, went to town around 4pm with leon.. look out for somethings to buy for her... End up nv buy anything cuz still undecisive... went to MS and met up with fabian, jie wen... scroll around MS and still yet nothing.... ok... nvm.. report to work at 7pm... was totally devastated... no voice, no mood, totally not the day to work... work till 2am... den taxi home...
23 Oct (Tuesday) *impt
Which was today! Elizabeth's birthday.. I was sick in the morning and felt feverish... nv bother to check the stupid degree and sms phy that i couldn't come.. sorry phy... for everything... Glad to have you as my FYP partner.. haiz... slept from 4am to 3.30pm... Feel that the time slp still not enough... felt feverish still... took a bath and rush down to town and get the stuffs ready.. Bought Chocos, Hp charm and the Birthday cake...
Stupid swensen for disallowing outside food to be brought in... go change ur fucking (nv say bad word but i typed them... lol) management la... Elizabeth need to reach sembawang by 10.30pm.. becuz of that outside food they say, it delayed.. sorry gf.. for the time delayed.. Part ways and and and... that's all...
Stupid me for not being sensible... Stupid me for not being smart enough... Stupid me for being so useless... stupid me.... totally Stupid...
Mood: -Blank-
Listening now: Dissection - Dark Mother Divine
Feeling: missing her lots..
Condition now: Feverish, Coughing, Sore Throat, Swollen Eyes, Sleepy but dun feel like slping, Headache......
Haiz... Practical and Obvious... is it so fucking hard for you to figure out huh Leonard.... dumb you...
333 <--- half evil... hails...
I noe that saying a thousand sorry is useless to make things up like these.. just want you to enjoy ur birthday though.. I just couldn't think of anything better to give... i'm so stupid not to figure out what's the thing that you wanted... so stupid.. i'm trying hard to think these days but i was rather busy working or tired.. Forgive me, for how stupid and dumb i could be...
Nevertheless... hope you have a happy 18th birthday and yeah! Happy days, months, years ahead!!
22 Oct (Monday)
Went to sch as usual, but never slp and go to sch again... how many days has pass just like these without slping... Went to school yeah, Doze off at lab and never did that 10% assignment.. damn it... how could i forget this type of thing... Copied phy's work... felt very bad about it... SORRI PHY!! was giddy, sleepy, sick...
Went to makan with Grace, Neddely and PAMELA for lunch! haha.. hell lots of laughter again... NEW RECRUITMENT!! PAMELOOOOO!! haha.. welcome to the Monday Lunch Laughter Team... ahha... Lots of fun during the one hour break... Have had chicken chop which neddely and pamela bought for me and grace... thanks a lot! haha.. den help them buy the Bubble tea... Starts from the stupid small pearl... trimming of the pearl to become small small one.. LOL.. and lots of disgusting FACT i made out... lol... PENGUIN TOO!! even the small packet of tissue paper i oso dun let off.. LOL....
Separate ways we went.. me as usual.. to the top of the hill and attend the one hour lecture... was attentive but still doze off in the last few minutes.. LOL... went to lecture 68B and have PSCT... lesson wasn't so bad... understandable...
After the lesson, went to town around 4pm with leon.. look out for somethings to buy for her... End up nv buy anything cuz still undecisive... went to MS and met up with fabian, jie wen... scroll around MS and still yet nothing.... ok... nvm.. report to work at 7pm... was totally devastated... no voice, no mood, totally not the day to work... work till 2am... den taxi home...
23 Oct (Tuesday) *impt
Which was today! Elizabeth's birthday.. I was sick in the morning and felt feverish... nv bother to check the stupid degree and sms phy that i couldn't come.. sorry phy... for everything... Glad to have you as my FYP partner.. haiz... slept from 4am to 3.30pm... Feel that the time slp still not enough... felt feverish still... took a bath and rush down to town and get the stuffs ready.. Bought Chocos, Hp charm and the Birthday cake...
Stupid swensen for disallowing outside food to be brought in... go change ur fucking (nv say bad word but i typed them... lol) management la... Elizabeth need to reach sembawang by 10.30pm.. becuz of that outside food they say, it delayed.. sorry gf.. for the time delayed.. Part ways and and and... that's all...
Stupid me for not being sensible... Stupid me for not being smart enough... Stupid me for being so useless... stupid me.... totally Stupid...
Mood: -Blank-
Listening now: Dissection - Dark Mother Divine
Feeling: missing her lots..
Condition now: Feverish, Coughing, Sore Throat, Swollen Eyes, Sleepy but dun feel like slping, Headache......
Haiz... Practical and Obvious... is it so fucking hard for you to figure out huh Leonard.... dumb you...
333 <--- half evil... hails...
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