Perseverance? How long more can I do that?

Judging from the title, it's just pretty simple. Yes i'm posted to OCS which to some people, was an honorable things in my life. But no. Yet to gone through 9 months so yet to consider even honorable. To most people who are my army friends were have know that i was posted to ALPHA Wing Platoon 3. Sounds cool to be in the first alphabetical letter but do you know how stress that could be? Being pressure and pushed to a limit. Gotten unreasonable shit from all points of reason. Complaining here and there isn't so hard to do it here, but how long do i have to post this type of complaining any longer? Who should i complain to? Pretty FUCKED situation right now.

I will like to do what i want.
I will like to sleep whenever i want.
I will like to relax wherever i want.
Why am i so controlled all of a sudden?

Damn..... OCS, joke or pride? You name it.

Everyday.... Stronger, Better, Fast. OCS?

Yup, last day of urban life and civilisation. Going to miss lots of things before i go back to army-ing again. Missing my sleeping time, my leisure time, my 'dunno-what-the-hell-i'm-doing' time and so much more. But well, at least these days were spent meaningful with my working friends and bunk mates, i shouldn't complain much on that. For those who kena sispec, work hard and strive hard for what you wanna achieve. For those who kena OCS, work even harder and strive harder.

Duration? 9 months. I will be back posting in 9 months time because i foresee damn busy time in OCS. Yes, i was posted to OCS even though i already said i wanna be a medic. For those who are wanting to be in OCS i can tell you that the selection is thus random and a bit bo bo one. Don't be despair if you are in sispec or whatsoever. You will still be a commander. Whereas here am i, dunno when i can last till.

Ok! so much of an NS shit. Going to pack my stuff and fuck off from here. Hope to be together with the ppl i know at least! haha. Till the time i post again. HAILS!

Shattered

Well, Finally back to post. Did my 24km which i think i have pride on that at least. So much for a block leave. 5 more days to enter to unit and 2 more days to know my posting. I should say that i'm not nervous at all because i don't really give a damn on where i'm posted to. As long as i know that i've given my best to it, that's it. Thinking, and more thinking. These days have been just passing through as if the time is getting faster. What is that i'm really thinking?

Have been out with my friends recently here and there to chill. Nothing much had been done but i think it's worthwhile spending time with them. I can't afford to waste time, neither do i have time to rest. All i was wondering and hoping now is to spend my time worthwhile.

One who seek greed will not cherish.
One who not care will soon be vanish.
One who fear shall be perish.
But one who hate will get what he wishes.

Till the next time i posted.

So much for my happy POP

I'm BACK!!! like another month again? LOL! Basically, lots of shit and laughter had happen these few weeks in Tekong. So yeah, finish with my Field Camp, Situation Test, IPPT, SOC, Grenade throwing, Live Range and BIC. Those were really a hectic weeks to pass by because there isn't anytime to even catch a breathe during the training.

The most sianz part is the route march. High fever during the day of 16km route march so i never finish the march. Sad. Was going to have my re-route march for 24km so i was hold back to stay in tekong while the others book out. Worst thing is that the route march starts at 9pm but the rain comes at 9pm. So what's the decision? The route march is cancelled and i'm like staying over in tekong for fuck sia. Waste whole bunch of my precious time. Damn Damner Damnest.

Anyways, POP on this coming wed, which was the 10 of Sept. Was waiting for the parade for so long already. Lots of preparation and shit to been through. I hope wed comes in a flash. And the route march wise? Hope they will close one eye and let it pass lor. Damn.

Till the block leave, i will blog more! =D









Feeling: Sucks









Hails.